Dominance [H.S]

CHAPTER 60

Samantha's POV

Harry had returned home from work and had a long and deep conversation with Dorothea in the kitchen. I told her that I didn't wanted to be disturbed. I was an emotional wreck, with tears running like waterfalls down my cheeks along with swollen eyes and a red nose.

I had locked myself into what used to be my room. I had buried my face into the white pillow and cried until my lungs couldn't take it anymore. With everything from the past and how everything have turned out to be I needed a proper breakdown. Sometimes you just need to let everything out, that's sometimes the only therapy you need Dorothea used to say.

I sat up, pressing my thighs towards my chest. All I wanted right now was to everything to be okay. But I knew it would never be okay.

The most fucked up about all of this was that Amy faked her own death, and that Harry helped her cover it up. I can't understand how she could have the guts to do that, or that Harry could look me into my eyes knowing that she was alive when I thought she was dead.
I can't blame this on Harry though. He wasn't supposed to fall in love with me nor me in him. It was hard enough for him to finally admit his feelings for me, and if he told me about Amy he knew he would lose me and I knew he wouldn't be able to take it.
And this with Alex. He was a guy I slept with when me and Lucas took a break. I admit that it was incredibly wrong and I absolutely regret all of it. The thing I can't understand is why he chose to be with Amy, marrying her for that matter when he knew I was her sister. Something isn't right, but I can't ask him or her, she hates me to death and if I know Amy right she would never drop this.

I can't even believe how mom and dad must feel. One of their daughters came back from the dead and their other daughter cheated on her boyfriend with her rich dominant boss. And not to mention me being adopted and everything with Cassie. I wished I never met her. Or my real dad who tried to kill me or whatever.

A soft knock echoed through the room.

"Sam, are you in there?"

It was Harry.

I gently wiped away the tears underneath my eyes with my fingers before I swung my legs over the end of the bed. As much as I wanted to wrap my arms around him i didn't want him to see me like this.

I walked across the floor and unlocked the white door.

I met Harry's green eyes.

"Are you alright?"

I closed my eyes and buried my face into his chest. He's so kind, and I can't believe how much he has changed for me. Being in his arms made me feel safe. I love him. So much.

Harry gently wrapped his arms around me, holding me into his protective arms.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked softly as I looked up at him.

"No, I would rather not do that, did Dorothea tell you what happened?"

He nodded as he gave me a soft kiss onto my forehead "She did" he cupped my cheek with his warm hand "I don't want you to be sad baby"

I gave him a small smile "I'll get over it eventually. I really regret everything with Alex"

"I have a weird feeling about that dude"

I nodded "me too, I can't understand why he would be with Amy, marrying her if he's still in love with me"

Harry's muscles hardened. He released me from his arms as he took a step back away from me "what did you just say?"

I let out a long and exhausting sigh. I can't do this with him right now. I can't have another person being mad at me for something I did in my past.

"I can't do this right now but yes. Alex does still love me" I took a breath "and no, I do not want him and yes I love you and i would never leave you"

"How do you know that he's still in love with you?"

Another sigh escaped my lips "he told me earlier today at the party, I told him I was with you and he accepted that"

I could see in Harry's eyes that he was furious. I knew he would not drop this, not for a second. His green eyes turned darker. This couldn't be good.

"Harry?" I said as I waved my hand in front of his eyes.

"I'll be right back"

I shook my head "where are you going?" I asked.

"Go back to bed Sam" he said as he started to walk towards the stairs.

"No" I said as I stopped in front of him.

"Sam please move"

I shook my head "don't leave me please"

He sighed as he gently grabbed my hands and kissed my knuckles. "I'll be right back, trust me"

As much as I wanted to trust him I knew he was going to do something stupid.

"Please?" I whispered.

His eyes softened a bit as he gently pulled me into a warm hug. He kissed the top of my head as he gently rubbed my back with his warm hands.

"I love you so much Samantha, never forget that"

"And I love you so much Harry"

"Go back to bed and i will be with you in a sec, I'm just going to give a note to Dorothea"

I nodded, "okay"

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Harry's POV

I walked downstairs and into the light up kitchen. I hate that I need to lie to her, but I knew she would not be able to take this.

I picked up my phone and dialled Clark.

"Sup boss?"

"I need to meet me in twenty, we're going to make a visit"

"Count me in"

I cancelled the call and put my phone into my jeans pocket. I gently pulled my hands through my hair as I took a soft breath. I just need to make sure Sam falls asleep, then I'll beat the shit out of that stupid mother fucker Alex.

I'll show him what's mine.

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