Dominance [H.S]

CHAPTER 33

Samantha's POV

I dried my hair with a towel as I listened to some calm music after the hot shower, Ed sheerans voice filled my room as I still were squeezing out water from my wet and frizzy hair. I was thinking about everything that had happened today, going from having rough sex to totally dumped makes me feel so cheap, like I was a slut who only had sex for fun. I shuddered just to the though of it as I threw the towel onto the floor, I placed my back onto the soft mattress on the bed and sighed heavily as I crawled underneath the blanket and pulled it over my head. This day can go and fuck itself. I've never been so angry/confused/sad at once, I just want to scream and cry at the same time.

A soft knock echoed through the room and I pulled down the blanket so I could see the door, dad walked inside and for once I was really happy to see him.

"Hey dad" I said as I sat up and waited for him to walk over to me.

"Hey pumpkin" he said as he gave me a soft hug.

He sat down beside me and looked at me with a kind of tired face. "I'm glad you're home"

I half smiled "I'm home for good this time dad, I'm sorry for messing everything up"

Dad took my hand in his and squeezed it gently "it's alright pumpkin, I'm just glad that you're home" his eyes were glossy and his hand was cold.

I rested my head on his shoulder as he gently stroked my hair with his other hand.

"Lucas family invited us for dinner tomorrow" dad said spontaneous.

I lifted up my head and looked at him with a frown "they did?"

"Yes, and I accepted their invitation"

"Okay" I said and nodded, even if I knew that I wouldn't be able to look lucas into his eyes tomorrow I was too tired to argue with him this evening.

"He misses you Sam" dad said and I nodded again.

"Don't let such a good boy go wasted"

I nodded again "I'm sorry"

"It's okay, it's over now right?"

I looked at him deep into his eyes "yes"

"Good" he kissed my
Knuckles before he stood up and walked towards the door.

"Goodnight Sam"

"Goodnight" I whispered as he closed the door behind him. The air in my room was now thick and my stomach was twisting inside my body. Was it really over? Was everything I've gone through just over? How am I supposed to go back to work now? Or even worse, how will everyone react when i come back?
So many thoughts were flying around inside my head that made my heart beat faster. I can't go back, everyone will figure it out somehow and then Harry will be so fucked, and I can't stand being the one who screwed his career up.

I picked up my phone from the nightstand and typed Debby's number. I waited for her to pick up as the long and deep beep into the phone filled my ear.

"Hello?"

"Hey Debby, it's Samantha"

"Hey girl! Are you even alive?"

"I'm sorry for not calling you earlier, I've been quite busy"

"I can tell.." She said and I could almost see her hilarious smirk.

"Can you do me a really big favour?"

"Absolutely"

"You need to get me fired"

"WHAT?" She said with a harsh tone.