Past, Present, No Future. (Harry Styles)

14. Just Give Me a Reason

I rode home with Harry trying to figure out what I was going to tell him. I wanted him, I really did but I didn't want him to see. We sat in silence whilst I looked out at the night with dew drops on the windows as faster cars rushed by, Harry was exceeding the speed limit which scared me if there were people passing by us.

"I am sorry" I spoke up looking over to him.

"For what?" he asked keeping his eyes up front.

"You know, I'm sorry"

"It's fine, we're going home aren't we?"

I nodded slowly and went back to looking out my window until I saw the familiar street signs coming up. Harry pulled into his parking space and unocked the car doors, I walked out in the cold brushing my hands together.

"Come on" Harry said taking my hand and leading me up to the stairs of the apartment building.

There was still silence on our way up to his floor, I followed him to his door walking inside the flat hearing him close the door. I sat on his couch pinching the bridge of my nose.

"Please don't act as if nothing happened Harry" I told him with my eyes closed.

No answer, I opened my eyes seeing Harry wasn't there, I looked around for him hearing the bedroom door close. Getting up, I went over to the room and gently knocked. When he didn't answer I opened the door. He sat on the bed with his hands covering his face and a picture by his side. I walked over picking up the picture.

"Is that her?" I asked looking at the pretty girl in the photograph, her hair a light gold and her blue grey eyes looking at the person taking the picture.

"Yeah, it is" he laughed shakily.

"She's so pretty" I looked at the photo one more time and gave it back to him. He took it back getting up and putting it in one of his drawers.

He walked over to me grabbing my hands and pulling me to the bed and standing between his legs as he sat. He stretched his neck up to kiss me softly and brought his hands to my waist.

"I had fun tonight" he muttered biting my bottom lip. "Especially on the dance floor"

I smiled playing with his hair, "So did I"

He laid down bringing me with him adjusting himself so I can lay on top of him. I ran my fingers down his chest then feeling something against my stomach. I looked up at him seeing his eyes were closed. He pulled me closer to him sliding the tips of his fingers in my jeans. He turned me around so he was on top of me and rubbed my back making my wince. His fingers led to the button of my jeans and I inhaled shutting my eyes tightly.

I didn't know if I was ready for him to see or not.

~ Harry's _ POV +

I was finally able to get Vanessa's pants unbuttoned. I've been wanting this for how long and I got it. I tried to be my most gentle whilst pulling them off of her then went for her shirt. The first layer was easy to get off so I went for her under shirt but before I did I grabbed her chin and made her open her eyes.

She nodded and looked up, I went back to what I was doing and peeled the shirt over her head gasping at what was underneath. I looked back at her face where she wasn't making my eye contact. I climbed on top of her and brushed my lips on hers seeing the drop of water come out of her closed eye.

"It's okay" I whispered lifting her up and hugging her to me.

I pulled away and examined the bruises and red marks, "Who put these on you?" I asked her. She shrugged, "Was it him?"