Past, Present, No Future. (Harry Styles)

69. As High As Stars

"He'll be back" Gen tried to comfort me rubbing circles in my back.

"But what if he doesn't Genessa, I drove him away" I brought my face to my hands.

"I know you're hurting but this is Harry we're talking about. He cares about you too much to leave you like that"

"That's the thing Gen, he 'cares' for me, he doesn't love me"

"If that's what you think" she gave me a smile and a hug, "I'll go get you more hot chocolate"

We both sat at the couch, it was late and I couldn't sleep because of all the stress and nerves. So I woke Gen up and asked if we can talk.

I sighed pinching the bridge of my nose, the scene kept replaying in my head. It took my every power and will not to cry. It's been only days and I already miss Harry.

"How's it going?" a familiar caring voice asked making me look back "I heard you two talking" he explained sitting next to me.

"Not so good" I gave him a half smile, "Just, drama you know"

"Ugh could never get enough of that" he laughed making me smile a bit more.

"My life is literally the definition"

"So what exactly happened?" Louis asked making himself comfortable on the sofa.

"Harry left" I breathed out biting the cheek in my mouth.

"I know that" he told me.

I breathed out, "It wasn't working out I guess"

"Is this like your every other fight you were talking about, is he coming back?"

"I don't know Lou, I didn't stop him so probably not"

"Hey don't say that" he nudged me playfully, "I see the way he looks at you, he won't be gone for long" he laughed nervously looking at his hands, making me stare.

He looked up giving me a smile, "Don't sweat it, he'll be back"

I watched him as he went up the stairs and into his room.

I hope he was right.

~ | _ | +

"We can't leave now" Liam said as we all sat at the living room, minus Johanna who was beginning to pack her own bags.

Liam, Sophia, and Gen sat at the same sofa, whilst Louis and I sat on our own one seaters across from each other.

"It's been too soon" Liam continues.

"Are you guys having a funeral?" Sophia asked looking between Liam and I.

"Yes" Liam said just as I was saying, "I don't know"

"I guess we are" I said softly.

I didn't want to speak much at this 'meeting' Liam brought together. Mainly the entire time I was glancing over to Louis whilst he as well didn't talk.

"The question is, should it be here or back home?" Liam asked.

"She wants it in England" Louis finally spoke up, "And she has a list of people she wants there"

"How do you know that?" I asked him in a raspy voice.

"I was always with her, she told me a lot of stuff" Louis answered back, "Her guest list is in her drawers"

Liam nodded bringing his hand to his forehead, "I'll go check that out" he got up from the couch.

"How are you doing?" Gen asked, "Both of you" she added looking to Louis and I.