Loving You Unexpectedly

Chapter 20: Getting Closer

Kiann's P.O.V.

Nakakabigla lahat ng nalaman ko. Sinasabi ko na nga ba! May something between Axel and Aeries. Ex boyfriend nya si Axel! Pero pano nangyari yun? Ang alam ng lahat NBSB sya. Siguro nga sa sobrang sakit ng naramdaman nya noon mas pinili nya na lang isipin at pangatawanang hindi pa niya naranasan ang umibig.

As I see her right now she's more than hurt than two years ago when I saw her crying alone at the basketball court. Now, all I wanna do is to comfort her, to help her ease the pain.

Dinala ko siya sa favorite place ko. Dito sa burol....
We stepped outside my car,then she turned on me asking.

" Dito mo ihinga lahat ng sama ng loob mo. Isigaw mo. Kung gusto mo hanggang sa mamaos ka." I said. But still her face still asking.

" Don't worry walang mangengealam sayo dito. Sa taas ng lugar na kinatatayuan natin walang makakarinig sayo."

Still she's hesitating.

" Do it. Sumigaw ka lang. Parang ganto lang. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Sumigaw ako ng ubod lakas. Yung parang mapapatid na ang mga litid ko sa leeg sa sobrang lakas ng pagsigaw ko.

" Go. Don't be shy. Wag mong isiping nandito ako. Try it. Luluwag pakiramdam mo."

She smiled but still with tears on her eyes. She walked forward, took a deep breath and start shouting.

" Aaaaaahhh! *sigh* Damn you! Damn the two of you! Ginawa nyo kong tanga! You traitors! "

" Why Nikka? Bakit mo ko niloko? Bakit hindi mo sakin sinabi?"

" Damn you Axel! Bakit bestfriend ko pa? You used and betrayed me! Ano bang ginawa kong masama sayo para gawin mo sakin to!? You said you love me but you cheated on me! Naiinis ako sayo! Ang sama sama mo Axel! Ang sama sama mo! Pero......huhuhu! Mahal pa din kita Axel!....."

I was shocked. Sa kabila ng lahat ng ginawa ni Axel sa kanya mahal pa rin nya yung gagong  yun? She started shouting again...

" I still love you Axel! I still love you but I don't want to love you anymore! Ayoko na! I want all this feeling gone! Damn this feeling! Ayoko na......!"

She knelt her knees while sobbing. Napagod na siguro siya.

Nilapitan ko siya at niyakap. She hugged me back and sobs. Matagal din kaming nasa ganoong posisyon and I like the feeling. Though ayoko namang samantalahin ang pagkakataon. She's in pain and all she needs right now is comfort.

Umalis siya sa pagkakayakap sakin at pinunasan ang tumutulo pa nyang mga luha. She smiled and talk.

" Pasensya ka na huh. Nabasa ko yata yung damit mo. Hi-hindi ko kasi mapigilan ee."

" It's okay. Matutuyo din yan mamaya."

Umayos kami ng upo sa damuhan. Matagal tagal din muna siyang nakatitig sa kawalan bago nagsalitang muli.

" Thanks huh! I felt relief. Pasensya na rin kanina. Nakakagago lng talaga kasi ee."

" I told you It's ok. Pero paanong?..."

She sighed but then started to narrate.

" Axel is just like you during our high school days. Heartthrob, madaming fans,captain ball ng basketball team namin." I-compare daw ba ko? Pero kahit kailan hindi ko siya paiiyakin ng ganyan.

" Me and Nikka were bestfriends since we were kids. Audience lang naman kami noon because of journalism, I was assigned in sports writing kaya nanonood ako at sinasamahan ako ni Nikka." Parang ngayon lang din pala talaga.

" Axel courted me pero nung una ayoko kasi madami siyang girls. Naghahabol sa kanya at kabikabila din ang gf nya. But he seemed serious and determined kaya na fall din ako. And right away we became official." Sakin kaya mafafall ka rin? ( naman Kiann! Tama ba yun?)

" We became famous lovers. Syempre heartthrob siya and ako anak ng may ari ng school na pinapasukan namin plus many boys wanted to court me,yun lang si Axel lang binigyan ko ng chance... We have perfect relationship I can say...yun pala palabas lang lahat.... *sniffs*" Damn! Umiiyak na naman siya.

" One night he broke up with me. Ang dami nyang rason! Kesyo maiksi daw pasensya ko that I am a brat. Yun pala ang totoo nagsawa na siya sakin at nakahanap na ng kapalit.*sniffs* He moved to Canada after our break up one week after, with his new girl daw. Hindi ko naman inisip na si...na si *sniffs* si Nikka yun. Matagal na rin kasing naka plano yung pag alis nya. Yun pala *sniffs* yun pala tactics nila yun para di ako maghinala."

" Alam mo bang one week na nasa tabi ko si Nika? And we made a promise na pag alis nya di ko na iisipin yung walanghiyang Axel na yun? Galit na galit pa siya non. She almost cursed Axel for doing me that.I even thanked her cause she's also in pain because of their company problem. So I decided to keep that as a secret, to study where no one knows me at palabasing hindi pa ko nagkakaboyfriend. From then on I promised my self na hindi muna ko makikipagrelasyon till I finished my college. Tapos yun pala....they planned behind my back! Ang tanga ko! *sniffs* ang tanga tanga ko!"

" You must learn to move on Aeries. You must..." Yun lang ang tanging nasabi ko sa haba ng kwento nya. Nagagalit ako! She didn't deserve to be hurt like this.

" Gustong gusto ko Kiann! I wanted to forget him. To hate him. I am beginning to make him avoid me by humiliating him. Gustong gusto ko na siyang alisin sa sistema ko!"

Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili kong iharap siya sakin. Pugtong pugto na ang mga mata niya sa kaiiyak. But still,she's beautiful. I cupped her face and wiped her tears using my thumbs.

" Let me help you Aeries.... Let me help you forget your feelings to that jerk."

" Kiann...."

" Shhhh. I won't ask anything in return. Just let me help you. Just let me beside you from time to time.... to take care of you. To make you happy."

" You don't know what you're saying Kiann."

" Yes I do... All I wanted is to see you smiling. Please Aeries...."

She didn't answer.... She just smiled enough to make my heart jump. I simply hugged her and kissed her head.

Alam ko walang kasiguraduhan ang gagawin ko. Knowing na hanggang ngayon mahal nya pa ang gunggong na yun. Bahala na si Batman! Pero gagawin ko lahat para makalimutan niya si Axel. Para ako naman ang makita niya.
Ako naman this time......

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