When I first met Emily, my feelings for her were mutual. I felt nothing more than friendship. She was beautiful; couldn't deny it. Her shyness was adorable, not something that would push me away from her. I love the way that she opened up after we only said a few words. The confident Emily was a girl that I couldn't help but be attracted to.
We talked like close friends, and that was what we became within a day. My feelings for Jo had continued and then slowly fell. I asked Emily out and we were a couple
The fans liked us as a couple. We were perfect; she wasn't a celebrity and didn't have any bad background. I became more attached to Emily and soon fell in love with her.
Jo began to push herself back into my life and I reluctantly let her in. I tried to avoid my feelings, but they just shoved back into my heart. My love for Jo rose and then I fell for two girls: Emily and Jo.
Guilt pushed into my heart, creating love and guilt as the main two emotions inside of me. I didn't want to be in love with two girls, but I couldn't help it. Soon, my love for Jo gradually increased and we had to kiss. I needed her lips, and she needed mine. We began to secretly kiss and I loved every second of our paradise.
Soon, kissing Jo became too intense for me. I fell deeper in love with her, and my love for Jo outweighed my love for Emily. I had to stay with Emily; we were the perfect couple. Jo and I couldn't work as a couple, plus we were both in relationships. It wasn't possible for us to be together.
I soon realized that I couldn't be without Jo. I wanted to be with her every second of the day. She slowly became my everything once again. Time seemed to go back to a few months ago when Jo was the only girl I was in love with.
Jo and I started cheating on our partners. We would secretly kiss and used it to fuel our minds, helping us through our depressed lives. We couldn't live without the simple kiss that meant so much more for us. I needed her kiss and her love, even if she wasn't actually in love with me.
We tried to deny our love, but soon I realized that I could no longer act like it did not exist. I finally couldn't stand it and told Jo I loved her. Tragedy occurred once she told me that she did not feel the same.
Heartbreak was etched inside me and then Emily became my next issue. Emily was angry because I was spending way too much time with Jo. Little did she know of my real secret with Jo, and I don't plan for her to ever know. Emily couldn't stand her own jealousy and she broke up with me.
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"Y-You want to break up with me?" I finally stuttered out.
Emily bit her lip and nodded, without saying a single word.
After everything that I had been through in the last day, I didn't expect it to end this way. The way that Jo broke off our ties was enough for one day, possibly for a week. I thought that Emily was coming over to yell at me, not break up with me!
Something inside of my stomach started to boil. I could feel my stomach heating up, like an internal fire. I felt sick, way too sick for something like heartbreak. My mind became inferior and controlling. Control was something my body lost a long time ago. I wasn't a simple teenage heartthrob, I was now something more, no matter how many times I tried to deny it, I couldn't avoid the fact that I was fine. I am broken.
