Ch. 88- Don't Kiss Me

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            Jo smiled at me, but said no words. I just stared at her because she looked absolutely flawless. The transparent dress she was wearing modeled off her every feature, making me fall even harder for her.

            "Niall, I love you," she playfully whispered, placing her hands on my knees. My back was pressed against a white wall and my legs were lying in front of me. I hated the way that she could make me feel so much love and hate for her all at once.

            "Niall..." she whispered, the words floated from her parted lips and burned a hole into my heart.

            "Jo please don't do this to me! I can't love you!" I cried, nearly begging on my knees.

            "Why not?" she whispered, her voice sounded so innocent, but her hand was slowly traveling up my leg. I was nearly panting as I spoke, "Jo, you were cheating on me! I can't go back to you!"

            "Everyone makes mistakes... You slept with Emily after all; you even let her kiss you when we weren't even fighting. How am I still the bad one?"

            I fell silent; she had a liable point. I only saw her kiss Asher and I slept with Emily. I don't see why I'm being so terrible to Jo... Then it hit me. This relationship is full of unrequited love from Jo.

            "Please kiss me, Niall..." she begged, breathing out her words. Her big hazel eyes stared into my soul, slowly killing my mind, but my body already knew the answer.

            Jo was in my arms within a matter of seconds and our clothes were scattered around the white room. Our bodies were intertwined and I could only hear our pants and movement. Everything was hot and I couldn't feel anything but Jo. I was acting with my body, not my mind.

            "Jo..." I moaned, connected my lips with her neck.

            "Niall..."

            But, that wasn't Jo. It was Emily.

            My eyes flew open and I realized that it was all just a dream. I hadn't been sleeping with Jo... but I did sleep with Emily.

            I looked to my right and saw her limp body beside mine. Her arms were bare and the covers covered the rest of her body up to right above her bust. Her red hair was scattered on the pillow, I could see the red even in the dark.

            One thing I had learned from everything that happened was that I was not in love with Emily. No matter how many times I think our relationship would be better, I cannot go back to her. I only love Jo.

            I crept out of bed and pulled my clothes back on. As I was heading towards the door, it opened.

            I immediately froze in place. My instinct should have been to hide, but I just couldn't move. Never would I have thought that anyone would catch me, which I don't understand why that didn't come to mind.

            The door opened up and the light from the hallway flooded into the room. Once my eyes adjusted to the mixing lights, I could tell that the person walking in was Vanessa.

            Her eyes widened when she caught sight of me. My feet were glued to the floor and my mind was still on Jo no matter what I did to try and push my thoughts away from her.

            "What the hell are you doing here?" she hissed. I was about to answer, but she grabbed my shirt and pulled me out to the hallway, pushing me against the wall, "Did you sleep with Emily?"

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