Realisations

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Happy new year, I guess, though it'll probably suck. Stay safe out there, kay?

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And for everyone

There comes a time

There comes a moment

When you pass from girl to women

From boy to man

From the warmth of your ignorance

To the cold reality beyond your storybooks

The moment that you realize

That the words

"You can be anything you want"

Are a lie.

The moment you realize

That your parents are flawed

And they don't know everything

And they can't protect you any longer

The moment you realize

That the kid in the frayed clothes

With the bruised face

Probably won't live to 18

The moment that you realize

That you aren't special

You must follow the rules

Like everyone else

The moment when you realize

You can't save everyone

You can't reach everyone

You can barely save yourself

The moment that you realize

That the world isn't black and white

Good and evil aren't so perfectly defined

And the light side doesn't always win

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And so you change

You learn to keep your thoughts to yourself

To not stand out, or speak up

To turn away instead of risking your status

To mold yourself to the perfect human being 

Or die trying.

You close your heart to your fellow humans

Forget to forgive, to trust, to care

Because you know that people will use you

If you dare show any emotion

And so we walk till death do part us

Never knowing

Never realizing








There is another way.

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