Bring Back The Past Operation

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

-Sofie-

           

I tried to act normal but the truth is I am not because day by day I've got confuse. Gusto kong kasama si Kelvin lagi. It is like I am back to my old self, yung hindi kayang mahiwalay kay Kelvin. It is like I am dependent to him again.

This is bad so I am making a solution. Yung lumayo sa kanya yung try to distant myself.

"Ang lalim ng iniisip, si JM yan, no?" sabi ni Lester.

"Why would I think of him? Noong kami nga hindi ko siya iniisip, ngayon pa kaya?" sabi ko and the guys just nod.

"Yeah, you were right Sofie but who is the person you are thinking?" sabi ni JC at napatingin naman ako.

"I am not thinking of someone."

"Okay." That's the last thing they said.

-Kelvin-

"Pare malapit na ang OU Ball. Aattend ka?" tanong ni Alexander sakin.

"Oo naman bakit ako hindi aattend." Sagot ko naman. Luminga-linga ako para makita siya at ng nahagip na siya ng aking mata nakita ko siya kasama pa rin niya ang mga kaibigan ni JM pero bakit wala yung asungot na yun?

"Pare, napapansin ko madalas kayong magkasama ni Princess Tyler." Singit ni Bernard.

"Matagal na kami kasing magkakilala sabi ko sa inyo kasi." Iyon ang huli kong sinabi sa kanila bago ako tumayo.

           

Mahal ko si Sofie sigurado ako doon pero paano ako makakaporma kung ang humaharang sa akin ang pagiging magpinsan namin?

Papunta na ko sa klase ko ng may narinig akong umuungol sa tabi. Hindi ko naman sinasadyang nakita dahil kahit sino magtataka bakit may umuungol doon. Kaya paglingon ko nakita ko si Yannie wearing her cheering uniform pero yung skirt niya nakataas. Yannie is having sex with someone pero hindi ko kilala kung sino.

Habang nasa cabin ako hindi ko maalis sa isip ko yung ginagawa ni Yannie. Para kasing kilala ko yung lalaki. If that guy who is having sex kay Yannie is JM panigurado akong masasaktan si Sofie. Alam kong wala na sila ni JM kasi balitang-balita yun sa buong O.U. pero alam kong mahal pa rin nila ang isa't isa kasi yung tingin lang nila sa isa't isa at ang simpleng salita ni JM si Sofie masayang masaya na.

Masakit man pero kailangan kong tanggapin na hindi sa akin si Sofie dahil magpinsan kami. Magkapatid sa ina ang mga ina namin. Pero gusto ko ring malaman kung susuko na ba ako sa labang ito o ipagpapatuloy ko.

I need a plan to know if Sofie loves me the way I do or not. I need a plan to know if where her heart lies. I need a plan if I will fight my love for her or not.  I look at the window where I could see a hallway that is so small but that makes me smile and a plan strike me when I saw her walking into that hallway.

-Sofie-

I didn't saw Jaylord for the whole day and even these past few days. Parang these days there are two persons who is always in my mind and that is Jaylord and Kelvin. I don't know what is happening to me. Earlier si Kelvin iniisip ko ngayon naman si Jaylord.

"Miss me?" someone suddenly whispered in my ear and when I look at him, he is smiling widely at me. I didn't notice that we are so much near each other that our face just only one inch apart.

I was about to move away from him when he pull me near to him and lock me in his arms. We are here at the hallway that so small.

"Pwede bang magkasala muna ako sayo?" He told me.

"Anong kasalanan naman yun, Kelvin?" I asked him. Instead of answering me with words, he pushes me near to the wall that no one can see us and kiss me in my lips.

I wanted to push him but I couldn't and I don't know why. I even kiss him back and wrap my arms around his. He deeper his kiss and it gross as it should be, he do French kiss me. After a more kiss that we share we separated and both of us are gasping for air.

"You kiss me back." He said. It is not a question but the way he look it is like there is a puzzled forming in his face.

"Sorry." That's all I said and run as fast as I could paalis sa hallway na yun.

I like his soft kisses in my lips, his warm tongue inside my mouth but this is wrong. We are cousins for heaven sake and this is not right! Why he even do that to me?

I was running so hard but there is someone hugged me to stop me from running.

"Don't run. Please?" He said at alam kong siya yun. His voice makes me shiver.

"Kelvin, stop. We can't do this, this not right." I said and he turned me around to face him.

"I know but I love you more not as a cousin. Mahal talaga kita simula pa lang noon. Kanina wala akong lakas ng loob para sabihin yan dahil alam kong hindi mo ko mahal pero noong hinalikan mo rin ako, alam ko at nararamdaman ko, mahal mo rin ako."

"You are insane Kelvin. Mali ka ng iniisip." Sabi ko sabay iwas ng tingin.

"Then look at me, Sofie. Look at me in the eyes and tell me you are not feeling the same way as I do." He demanded but I didn't do it. He is the one who do what he said he cupped my chin up and make me look at him.  "Sabihin mo sakin na hindi mo ako mahal at kakalimutan ko ang nangyari kanina." I look into his eyes yung matang laging malungkot. Yung Kelvin na laging malungkot ang mata, ito yun.

Hindi ko alam na bumagsak na ang luha ko ng pinunasan lang ni Kelvin saka ko napansin. He kissed my eyes and then my forehead bago siya nagsalita. Salitang hindi ko inaasang manggagaling kay Kelvin Zack Smith.

"That answered my question. You love me but you love him more. Go back to him and I am going to love you from afar. Think of this as a dream."