Complicated//Shawn Mendes// !COMPLETED! ✔️

Chapter 18

I feel his teeth pulling skin on my lip. I moan softly. I see him smile.
"Tastes much better than mine",he says through smile.
"Can't tell. Mind a little taste?", I smile back.
He just comes closer as the sign of approval and I gently bite his lip.
"Yeah,mine just taste better", I tease.
"Not what I expected. I'll prove you different",he says as he gently puts his lips on mine.
He kisses me gently,wakening up every desire and passion in me. His soft lips slowly brush against mine as I feel heat rising in me.
"You have no idea how many times I've wondered what it would be like to kiss you", I whisper into his ear while my hand slowly finds its way through his hair.
"You have no idea how many times I've wondered what it would be like to make you moan my name",he says between his kisses now on my neck.
I feel goosebumps raising on my skin as I hear what he says. I open my mouth slightly and take a deep breath as satisfaction fills my body. His thumb slowly replaces his lips on my lips. Soon enough I feel it on my tongue. I taste his finger as he takes my t-shirt off with his other hand. This time I don't stop him. I just couldn't fight my desire. His wet,soft and slow kisses move from my neck to my boobs.They continue their way down my stomach. As he kisses my hip bones my body instantly curves towards him. My hand still in his hair and his hands now slowly following the path of the kisses. I feel his cold fingertips going under the hem of my jeans and slowly pulling them down. I swallow hardly. In matter of seconds,I'm left lying under him only in my underwear. As he is still hovering above me I curl my legs around his torso and change our positions,now he is under me. I sit on his torso as my hair slowly touches his skin.
"Huh,you love to lead the game?",he asks breathless.
"You and your games...I love fair play", I answer while I struggle to catch a breath.

I slowly reach with my hand under his t-shirt. My cold hand slowly feeling his warm skin and gliding over his abs. I bite my lip and take his shirt off.As once again,the view is breathtaking. Like God himself carved his body out.
He smiles and sits up. He kisses me passionately and pulls my hair,my head leaning back,leaving him space to lay his soft kisses on. He takes my head back and slowly traces skin on my back with his fingertips. I look him into his eyes,enjoying this moment. I push him back onto bed and tease him with doing exactly the same he did to me. I kiss his neck and then slowly trace his skin with my lips down to his belly button,giving him goosebumps. I kiss every of his abs and then slowly pull his sweatpants off with my teeth. I hear him moaning my name as I leave him only in his Calvins. In that moment I feel strong grip on my bum and I find myself again in his lap and my legs around his waist. As he kisses me passionately and holds my chin tightly with his hand,I feel his other hand unhooking my bra.I moan his name.
"You moan it even better than I thought you would",he says while throwing my bra on the floor.
"Do it again for me,babygirl",I hear his whispers in ear.
"No,Shawn",I answer shortly.
"Then I'll make you to",he says and pushes me on bed.
I feel his hands on my thighs and he slowly traces his fingers up and down them. Soon enough his fingers are replaced with his kisses. He gently kisses the outside of my thigh and slowly goes to my inner thigh. Just as he reaches the inner thigh he stops kissing it and instead just keeps brushing his lips,tracing skin of my inner thighs with his lips barely touching my skin.His hand gripping my other thigh.That drives me crazy,no it drives me insane. I push my head back in pleasure and curl,lift my body up. I moan his name once again. I feel him smirking.
"Shawn. Shawn! Stop!",somehow I find strength to stop him.
I don't want to be one of his toys.
He raises his eyebrow and stops.
"I-I-I don't want to go all the way,I just don't want to",I try to catch a breath.
He pulls up and stares at me.
"I understand. It's fine", he says it.
I realize that I'm almost naked and I start blushing,covering up body up. I cover my boobs with my arm. I start to feel ashamed.
"You don't have to cover your body up in front of me. I've seen it already and even if I didn't it would be okay",he says while slowly pushes my hand down from my boobs.
"What? You've seen me?",I ask confused and I pull my t-shirt back on.
"Yeah. You don't remember it? That night when you were drunk,you showered and I didn't want to let you go alone. I didn't see you when you went in the shower but when I came back with clothes for you. When I came in,you had your panties on and a towel around you and then you did something quite unexpected,you let it down,exposing your body to me",he explains
I blush,I'm speechless. I stand up and go to bathroom.
"Arya,are you okay?", I hear him asking from another side of the doors.
"I didn't want to push you beyond your limits. I thought you wanted me to,you were behaving that way",he continues.
"I'm okay. I just need a shower",I say.
"I don't want you to be one of them",I hear him mumble to himself.
Shivers go up my spine. I guess he didn't want me to hear him,but I did. "One of them",rings in my head. I turn on the hot water and get in the shower.
"Can I join you?", suddenly I hear Shawn's voice.
I turn around and wipe the glass,clouded by steam,with my hand,so only my face is visible. I see him standing in bathroom. I forgot to lock my doors.
"Absolutely not", I try to act cool but I feel a rush.
"Awhhh,too bad. I thought we could save water",he makes a puppy face.
I chuckle and he goes away. He couldn't see me because of clouded glass,but I swear I felt his look burning my skin.

I find him laying on my bed,so I slowly curl up next to him.
"Do you want to stay the night?",I ask.
"Only if you moan my name once again",he answers.
"Well you'll have to make me",I tease and smile.
"You just can't get enough of me?",he asks.
"Never,Mendes and I think feeling are mutual,aren't they?",I smile.
"Such a turn on when you call me by my last name",he says.
"And I've been doing it since the first day...",I start.
"That explains a lot of things",he finishes.
"Just go to sleep",I shut him up.
Night already found its way and I was sleepy too.
"You lost our game today. You are a loser",I mumble.
"Never in my life I wanted to lose more something as that game",he says and pulls me closer.
"We are both winners in this situation",he slowly says as he drifts to sleep.
I just curl my lip a little and fall asleep laying next to him.
"One of them",crosses my mind as I feel his hand on my waist.