Complicated//Shawn Mendes// !COMPLETED! ✔️

Chapter 33

Doors slam behind him and I flinch. How do I mess up everything every time I try?
I inhale deeply and wipe my tears away. I stand up.If there wasn't a wall I swear my legs would let me down. I walk out after him. Large window in living room gives me a sight on outside pool. It's snowing heavily and everything is covered in thick white layer of snow. White brightness from outside illuminates living room. Although it's not cold inside,my whole body shivers. Living room is empty just like it was.
"Shawn?",I call out not knowing where he is.
I climb upstairs. Doors of my room are shut.As I hold the knob,knot forms in my stomach. What will I say to him now?
Anxiety overflows me. I take a deep breath and doors creek as they open.I step in but the moment our eyes meet he storms out of room.
"Stop! Where are you going?!",I yell and go after him.
"Away from you",he rushes downstairs and opens front doors ready to go.
"Noo! Please! Please don't go!",suddenly I fall to my knees as my shaky legs couldn't handle anything anymore.
He turns around and seeing me,he stops.Immediately I stand up not to get mistaken for being weak.
"Don't you dare and leave me!",I scream out and approach him.
"Why not? Mistakes are there to be corrected,so this is me correcting a mistake",he looks at me,distasteful look on his face.
"Look,I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm fucking sorry,okay? I didn't mean what I said. You,we,have never been and are not mistake.Okay? I..I said it without thinking it through. I was upset.I'm sorry!",I scream,my eyes water up.
He just stares at me not saying anything.Our breaths echoing in room. Our eyes locked. Moments pass as we stay in silence.
"I'm so sorry..",I whisper more to myself than to him.
"I apologized and now if after it you still want to leave then go,but if you leave make sure you never come back",I decide to break the silence.
For a moment he looks stunned, but immediately his face returns to usual indifferent expression.
"I'm not leaving",slips his lips.
"You don't get the right to say this was a mistake because of someone else,someone totally insignificant",he cups my face with his hands.
"I know..I was upset. I'm sorry",I swallow.
"It's okay baby.Don't worry about anything. I'm here to protect you from everything and everyone",he hugs me tightly.
"Did I ever tell you how amazing your hugs are? Not that you give them that often but..",I look up to him and make him smile.
"Well did I ever tell you how amazing is it to hug you?",he smooths my hair.
"Chesyyyyy Shawn again",I make a face.
"I'm so not used to it",I chuckle.
"And don't get used to it.This is terrible and totally not me",he justifies himself.
"Don't you go and justify yourself now.You are soft",I gloat.
"It is pointless to argue with you",he rolls his eyes and goes back to kitchen.
"Breakfast is getting cold",I hear him and move myself back to kitchen.

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Shawn's POV:

Arya stands on her doorway waving to me as I walk away from her house.She insisted on driving me,but I badly need a walk.As I walk slowly towards my house Layla rushes in me. Her face red and her appearance overall shocked and alarmed.
"Did you? Did you?",she tries to catch her breath.
"Did I what? Layla,catch your breath!",I look at her confused.
She looks at me with her brown eyes wide in shock.
"Did you see it? Did you get it?",finally she calms her breathing down.
"Did I get and see what?",I ask her seriously.
She rushes and tries to find her phone in a bag. With her shaky hands she types password in and finds something on it,turning phone towards me.
Immediately after I see what's on screen I feel like heat left my body and my whole body turned to stone.
"Who send it and where?",I ask furiously.
"I-I-I don't know.I don't know this number,but everyone got it.Shawn..whole school except you two..",she's still shocked.
"Show me the number",I command cold.
She shows me,her hands still shaking.
"I'm going to murder him,I swear to God!",I yell.
"Don't say a word to Arya,please! Act like nothing happened!",I lay my hands on her shoulders.
"I can't.I must tell her",she cries out.
"Don't! Not for now,not yet! She is not ready Layla!",I shake her.
"Okay..But who did this?",she asks while looking at me.
"Marcus,the one who'll regret it soon",I grind my teeth.
"Can you send it to me? I need to shove it in his face",blood rushing now in my head.
She just nods.
"Go now and act still.I'll be back in a moment",I say and pat her shoulder gently,nodding to her.
My phone vibrates and I open the message from Layla.
My eyes meet the picture of me and Arya. She pinned braless to wall,her legs wrapped around my naked torso and me kissing her on neck. It's taken from side so fortunately her body is not exposed but you can clearly see her bare breast pressed on my chest. It's taken from outside her window,from street. That asshole.
Heat hits my head and I run towards my house.
The moment I come in my yard I jump in my car and start it.
Tachometer wilds as I speed up,driving madly. I know exactly where to find Marcus. Every night they gather in same place,abandoned restaurant,now illegal "casino" for wealthy teenage dickheads like himself.
I hit the brakes as I arrive and jump out of car.No words can describe how angry I am. Furious is soft word for it. I yank doors open and step in. Immediately I see Marcus sitting with cards in his hands in front of one table. I rush furiously towards him and grab his shirt with my hands. I pull him out of his chair and over the whole table. Cards falling down his hand and shocked expression on his face. One of his pals tries to lay his hands on me which makes me even more pissed off.
"Move your fucking hands from me. Don't make me even more furious. It's only worse for this dick",I yell at them.
My hands still gripping on his shirt,dragging him outside. My jaw is clenched and my heart is racing madly. Anger is pumping in my veins as I watch his pathetic face. Fresh air hits me as I drag him out and I throw him on ground in front of abandoned restaurant.His body hits ground roughly but he immediately gets up on his feet.I already know that Marcus,wealthy asshole,can't fight shit.My fist connects with his jaw and immediately after with his nose. He falls on his knees instantly. Blood rushes from his nose and drips on white snow.He smiles disgustingly at me.
"What a babe that slut is",he spits blood and his fist hits my nose and then my cheek.
"DON'T YOU CALL HER LIKE THAT.HOW COULD YOU?! WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GET RIGHT TO SEND THIS TO EVERYONE? WHERE THE FUCK AT FIRST PLACE DID YOU GET RIGHT TO TAKE A PICTURE?",I yell while hitting him repeatedly and shoving picture in his face.
Now I know,I can't be stoped.
"So what? Not the first,not the last.I just needed to show them who they can fuck easily. Obviously if she let you do her,anyone can",his face completely covered in blood but still he smirks grossly at me.
"What was her name anyway? Ara? Anya? Ahh,yes. Arya",he tries to fight back again but madness overflows me as I hear him saying her name.
"DON'T SAY HER NAME WITH YOUR DIRTY MOUTH",I knock him back on the ground.
I'm above him and my fists are slamming his face over and over now. I can't feel my hands anymore but still I don't stop. I don't even know where I am and what I am doing when I feel strong pull on my shoulders. Suddenly I'm back to reality. My fists stop flying down on him and I'm pulled off him.