Complicated//Shawn Mendes// !COMPLETED! ✔️

Chapter 15

You'll think I'm stupid,confused,indecisive,stubborn fool,but I don't love him.How could I? I don't know him.He doesn't give a single fuck about me and he doesn't even recognize me as a important living being to him.Yes,I'm falling for him.I'm falling in love with his rudeness,with his flaws,with his attitude,with his touch,with his soft lips on my skin,with his hands leaving marks all over my body,with his way of pushing me away from him,with his voice,with cigarette between his lips,with his smart words,with his mindgames,with him.I'm falling in love with Shawn Mendes.There lies my stupidness.If you don't want me I bet I'll want you no matter what.If I was any smarter I would immediately run away from him,but I won't.I'm stupid fool who believes in love.I'm a creature of desire.I'm creature of emotions and belief in them.That's what I am..a fool...and that will cost me a lot.

''I-I-I don't love you,Mendes'',I finally answered.
''Why did that even cross your mind? What did you offer me so I would fall in love with you?'',I asked.
''Just assuming because of your behaviour.Oh you think like that? I'll show you what I have to offer you'',he spoke.
''Assuming wrong and be my guest,Mendes'',I smirked.
''Don't fall in love with me,Arya.Loving me is dangerous.I warn you,Arya..'',he said softly and his voice shivered.
I felt goosebumps on my skin as I heard his voice and those words.I shivered as I heard him saying my name,I always do and he does it rarely.

''Don't worry Mendes,not like it's going to happen anytime soon'',I tried to play it cool.

''Warned'',he said quietly,I almost didn't hear him.



It was around 6am when I came home.It's Monday.My parents were a little bit surprised when they saw me.
''Aren't you supposed to be at Layla's?'',my mother asked.
I guess she lied to them that we're having a sleepover at her place,so I played along.

''I was..But as I forgot my clothes for school today and my school stuff,I got up earlier and came to pick them up'',I lied.
''Why are you in a dress?'',she asked suspicious.

''Because that was my clothes on Friday and I didn't want to bring home Layla's clothes so I just put it on until I came here'',another lie.

''Okay,go and get ready for school so we can have breakfast'',she said and hugged me.

I went up in my room,put my phone on a charger,showered and got ready.I finally ate something,chatted with my parents and went to school as they went on work.They offered me a ride but preferred a walk.As I came closer I noticed that people have gathered in front of school.What is going on?

I saw Layla and the second she saw me she made a horrified face and hysterically called me to come there.I ran.I got there.I heard shouts and screaming.I pushed myself to the middle,my body brushing away from another students bodies.The sight I saw in front of me left me breathless.I see Isaac on top of Shawn beating the hell out of him and in the other second I see Shawn kicking Isaac on the floor and beating him.How long is this going on and why didn't anyone do anything?I scream Shawn's name.In that moment he stops and looks back at me.Isaac's fist flying towards Shawn's mouth and kicking it.Blood is everywhere.Without thinking I threw myself between them.
''STOP! BOTH OF YOU STOP! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH BOTH OF YOU? ARE YOU ANIMALS?'',I scream as I push Shawn's chest with my hands.

I see him clenching his jaw and anger was sparkling out of his eyes.He spat blood from his mouth and pushed me away.Shawn wanted to end him.Again,I stand in front of him yelling his name in his face and telling him to stop.He is squeezing his fist in anger.In that moment Aaron came and he was holding Isaac.
''Get him out of here!'',I yelled to Aaron.

He pushed Isaac away and they left.

''You with me,now!'',I turned back to Shawn.
I pushed him away,slamming my hands at his chest.I was furious at him.We left the crowd.
''YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT!WHAT WERE YOU THINKING? YOU ARE SUCH AN ANIMAL!JESUS CHRIST LOOK AT YOUR FACE!'',I screamed.
''HE STARTED IT.HE PUNCHED ME OUT OF THE BLUE!'',he yelled at me.

''I WONDER WHY?! AND YOU JUST HAD TO START A FIGHT IN FRONT OF SCHOOL.DO YOU KNOW HOW LUCKY BOTH OF YOU ARE BECAUSE NO ONE OF THE PROFESSORS OR HEADMASTER SEEN YOU TWO IDIOTS BEATING EACH OTHER?'',I yelled because I was so angry and I was still pushing him,hitting his chest.

''I SHOULD HAVE LEFT YOU THERE SO YOU BEAT EACH OTHER TO DEATH! YOU ARE SO STUPID. SHAWN LOOK AT YOUR FACE'',my voice cracked and I coughed.

''Leave me Arya and go to school,you'll be late'',he ignored my screams and said calmly.
''I'm not leaving you like this! I don't care,I'm not going to school today'',I said as I was cooling down.
''I need to fix your fucking idiotic face up'',I said as I took his hand.
He flinched at that and tried to pull it out.

''My knuckles......'',he whined.
''Did it yourself,now let's go'',I said as I let go of his hand.

''Where are we going?'',he asked.

''To my house.My mother is a doctor as you know and I have a mini hospital in my house so...'',I answered.
''And my parents are in Toronto,working.I don't want them to see you like this.You are such an idiot,Mendes'',I added.
He grabbed my hand again and followed me.Now I flinched because he took my hand.A small curve appeared on my face.

''As by your command,doctor Christensen'',he smirked.