Snapchat from: charlyisgay
Dan rolls his eyes, this being like the 10th snapchat Charly has sent today. It was the day after the so-called "get together" which clueless Peyton, who was back, still had no idea about, and Dan couldn't stop thinking about what Charly had brought up to him last night. It was crazy how in a matter of hours Dan's entire life could have changed so quickly. No matter how mad he was, though, he knew Charly was only trying to help. She'd been through it before and just wanted to make things easier for Dan. So Dan sighed and unlocked his phone.
charlyisgay: dan you can't just run from this, i know it's hard seeing as you're clearly in denial about it, but you need to face the possibility
charlyisgay: i feel sorry regardless
charlyisgay: i shouldn't have just brought that up to you so out of nowhere
charlyisgay: dan cmon answer me dammit
charlyisgay: i know you don't have anything better to do
charlyisgay: please dan, im only trying to help you
charlyisgay: i love you like a brother, i just want you to be happy.
charlyisgay: you can't live pretending to love someone you don't, you deserve to be happy
charlyisgay: i know what it's like and it sucks, and i wish someone were there to snap me out of it
charlyisgay: i don't want the same mistake to be made for you
Dan sighs.
danisnotonfire: i know
charlyisgay: are you sure? because you just ignored me all morning
danisnotonfire: that's a lot to take in charly, you said it yourself. i've spent the past many years of my life running from this, and you just throw it on to me
danisnotonfire: it's not really your place tbh
charlyisgay: not my place? i'm trying to help you
danisnotonfire is typing...
charlyisgay: im tired of this, what are you doing? And are you home alone?
danisnotonfire: home alone, go ahead and come over
Dan sighs to himself loudly again, wanting to cry, wanting to run like he always had, but it was about time he faced this. Whether he liked it or not.
About 30 minutes later there's a knock on the door, causing Dan to get up and exhale slightly, as soon as he opens it, Charly traps him in a huge hug, to which he returns, burying his face in her neck. They were slightly upset with each other, but they still loved each other regardless, and Dan needed her to be here no matter what, because whether he liked it or not he couldn't run anymore.
He coughed slightly and let go,
"Shall we?" Dan muttered, wandering off into the lounge. Charly follows feeling more awkward than normal.
They both sit on the couch in an unforgivable silence.
"Here," Charly finally begins, "Are you gay?" Dan shoots her a puzzled look in response.
"I, um- I don't know." He studders. "Isn't that the point in you coming?"
"Not even close." She rolls her eyes. "I'm here to help you figure that out, not decide for you."
Dan nods.
"But you said you don't know, so that's a start," Charly say, "Why don't you know?"
"I just never really hung out with anyone as a kid, besides Chris so I have never experienced this before," Dan shrugs. "but then I met Phil, and it's like every time I'm around him I'm just so happy. No girl has ever made me feel that way." Dan explains.
Charly grins.
"And he's just so, perfect. His eyes, his skin, his lips..." Dan trails. "But I don't make a lot of friends, and I just- maybe I'm only getting confused with the feelings of finally having a friend,"
"No, Dan," Charly says, smiling ear to ear. "That's not what having a friend feels like, that's what falling in love with someone feels like."
"I don't-" Dan tries.
"Don't try to argue with me on this one, Dan. Those feelings are real, don't even try to deny it." She tells him. "Dan, are you gay?"
Dan looks at Charly nervously,
"I-I guess so."
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tired blue boy//phan
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