Stranger Things gay shippings (TAKING SUBMISSIONS! BXB ONLY! Includes Cast)

I Feel Dead Inside (for the awesome, Stressed_Out)

(This is a sad imagine, so in this one Joyce and Hopper never find Will and Mike starts to get depressed that he is missing, sorry in advance, hope you like it Stressed :))
I don't think I've been more hurt in my life, I remember the time we first met, he was being bullied, and I helped. We hung out, we got to know each other. 3 years I got to know him, but I never knew how far I could fall. It only made the pain worse, I wanted to believe he was okay but not knowing was worse than seeing the body. I knew I wouldn't ever get the closure I desperately wanted. I never left my room and I was soon pulled out of school. Lucas and Dustin were there for me. It wasn't enough, no it just made it worse. It forced me to imagine a world where Lucas, Dustin and I hung out, without Will. I cried every day and barely had the strength to get up, not like I'd need to I lost 2 friends in a week. Everyone was soon concerned about me. Even Troy and James, funny how they suddenly care. It felt like my soul was ripped. They say that Will would never want this, ha, how would they know? Im tired of this, even this is a mask, a worn down muddy mask, it hides nothing but gives comfort to me. I love Will, It just hurts that I won't be able to tell him, that I won't ever know if he will come back or... Be a home for bugs and maggots, and everytime I think of this I am reminded of his... Perfect face, and his smile... Now rotting and corroding. I won't ever be able to get over this, Im sorry Will, you don't deserve this, I love you. And I would switch positions in a heart beat
-End of Journal 1973
(Im sorry this was shit and nothing like I intended, I'll try to make one better soon, once again sorry)