Being apart of the organization (larry Stylinson)

Ch. 51

Louis
I just finished my shift at the shop for now. I have to go back later on tonight which sucks because Harry wanted to go on a date tonight and we cant because I have closing shift tonight. I was walking to the hospital still in my work uniform. I wont be able to see Lottie when I can today so I might as well as see her early today. When I got there the nurses saw me and gave me a sympathetic smile.

I smiled back fakeily hating there sympathy. I then went to the elevator and got on waiting for it to take me to Lottie's floor. When I got there I saw Lottie's nurse walk out. She saw me and gave me a pat on the shoulder than walked away. I got there and saw Lottie holding a picture of mum.

"Hey mum. I know I'm not getting any better and and thats okay. I will be better soon thought. I'll be with you and Louis wont have to worry about me or the hospital bill no more. He can finally live a normal life without all the stress you know?" I stepped back away from Lottie's room.

She was talking to mum. Mums only picture we have left of her that I can find. I turned around and left the hospital walking home in tears. When I got home I dropped my bag on the floor and slid down the wall pulling on my hair and bitting my lip. I closed my eyes tightly trying to stop the tears but they wouldn't stop.

"Why? Why me? What did I ever do?" I cried.
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Next day...
The usual go to wake up do routine go to work miss first period. Go to school wait till lunch and have Harry pick me up. I got in his car and placed my bag on the floor kissing his cheek then buckling up.

"So I've got a question." Harry said and began to drive.

"Yes?" I said looking at him.

"The boys and I are going to the beach today after school. Want to come with?" I shook my head.

"Harry I have work I can't skip out on work just for you. I'm sorry." I sighed.

I really would like to go to the beach though. I mean I haven't been to the beach since before the kidnapping. That was my last time.

"Please babe. You can just ask your boss if you can take the day off. Please." Even if I ask my boss which he will say yes since I have all my vacation days stocked up.

I bet I have more vacation days than anyone else that works there.

"No Harry. Work is work. I have to work get money. I actually have bills to pay unlike you. You have your parents pay for you." Why did I just say that?

"Uh no your completely wrong about that. Also you just stereotyped me! Just because im like every other rich teen does not mean that my parents pay for me all the time." Great there goes our nice and decent conversation.

"Okay jeez sorry. I just thought that since you dont have a job your parents paid for you."

"I do have a job. I get money off of youtube when the boys and I post a video." I rolled my eyes.

"Harry youtube is not a job." Harry parked the car and got out going to my side and opening my door.

"Youtube is a job when they pay you. Just like prostitution is a job. You get money doing it so its a job."

"Prostitution and youtube are completely different things Harry. You cant just compare a horrible job to a video player." I said sitting down at mine and Harry's usual table.

"I can compare anything I want to anything I want." Harry smirked crossing his arms over his chest.

"You snobby rich kid." I laughed.

The waitress came over with our food and drinks smiling at us then walking away.

"Come to the beach with us today after school." I sighed and gave Harry a are you kidding me look.

"Harry I have work-"

"You have vacation days." Shit I always thought he never knew what those were.

"I dont. I used all of mine." That was the dumbest thing I have ever said.

"No you dont. So your taking the rest of the day off and I will pick you up after school at your apartment. Be ready." I sighed and pulled out my phone telling my boss im taking one of my vacation days.
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I was dreading for the bell to ring. I was sitting in my last period staring at the clock watching it tick till the period ended. Its not that I don't want to go to the beach I find it very unfair. Lottie cant come with she has to stay home by herself. Once the bell rang the students left the building rushing to go home or somewhere I don't really care about.

I was the last one to leave the class. I walked slowly to my apartment and up the stairs. Once in I went to my room and sat down on my bed. I looked over to Lottie's side. I got up and went to her dresser opening it. I saw her swim suit. The last time she wore this was before the kidnapping. We were all together at that time.

Flashback

"Mom! Phoebe broke my sandcastle!" Daisy yelled to mom who was laying down on a towel with the umbrella open above her.

"Phoebe go make your own sandcastle." Mom said.

I laughed as mom put her headphones in and ignored the rest of us. I looked over to Lottie and Felicite playing in the beach water. I wasn't one to play in the water much I just liked to watch. Doris and Ernest are back at the house with Dan. I looked down at mom as she laid there listening to her music.

Flashback

I heard a knock on my door and then it opening. I got up and saw Harry walk in.

"What the hell Lou? Your not ready?" I shook my head and went back in my room looking for my suit.

"If you dont have one I can buy you one." Harry said walking in my room.

"No I-I have one. Just not a fan of the beach." I mumbled pulling out my swim suit and going to the bathroom.

Once in I dressed then put a shirt and shorts on. I left and followed Harry outside.

"Here. I assumed that you didn't have any sunglasses so I got you a pair." Harry handed me the sunglasses.

They were nice. I put them on then smiled at Harry. He smiled back kissing me. We got in his car and left to the beach.

"Is Niall and the rest already there?" I asked.

"Yeah they said they were gonna meet us there. Niall was being his hungry self and wanted to stop to eat before going to the beach." I nodded sat back looking out the window.

When we got there the boys had everything set up already. I sat down under the umbrella with Niall. Harry Zayn and Liam all went to the water.

"Why aren't you going with them?" I asked.

"Because they're only talking about stuff for future projects on the band or they're talking about you." Me?

"Why would they talk about me?" Niall shrugged.

"Harry's really worried about you. Ever since he found out about Lottie dieing hes been more worried about you. I think hes scared that you might go all suicidal and kill yourself." Harry was that worried about me?

"I didn't he was that worried." I mumbled.

"He is. He felt like a complete asshole when he found out. You dont have to answer this but what are you going to do after you know." I didn't really know.

"I never thought about it. I don't to think about it." I sighed and pulled my knees to my chest.

Niall pulled me to him and rubbed the side of my arm.

"Im sorry you have to go through this." I nodded not wanting to speak anymore.

KJ: Hello my lovely people and lovely readers and writers! Yes another chapter! Hope you all liked it! Anygays not much to say today. Harry Styles was in another magazine!

I dont like reading magazines because they bore me way to much. I really want to read that magazine though! My mom said she was going shopping today and I cant go with her because well I cant walk long distances. Anygays love you all good afternoon, night, and or morning.