Camp Royalty | Under Revision

Chapter 16

Playlist: *Say it Now by We The Kings*

"Do not be afraid of rejections, rejection is part of confession. Confessing to someone takes courage. For once in a while i'm afraid to do it, but, I know that guy is worth it." ( *walang lovelife ~ author )

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Jona's Point of View.

"You should confess," seryoso nyang sabi.

Until now I still can't believe it. Alam ni Sam na nagtatago lang ako dun mismo sa likod ng pader. I can't even picture myself na nakikinig kasi hindi mo talaga malalaman na andun ako. I was so quite while doing every footsteps. Haayy, magaling sya!

And now, I'm here lying on my bed. Facing the other bed, and thinking about things such as confessing and preparing myself for rejections -______-

"What are you thinking?" - Sam.

"Thinking about what you just said?"

"Aaahhh." tapos balik ang tingin sa binabasa.

Does she even care? Well, I guess for someone like her. Madali lang talagang magconfess, no bravery needed. She's smart, athletic and famous, sino pa bang lalaki ang di mababaliw sa kanya? The fact na sa kanya nain-love si Ajay at hindi sa 'kin =.=

Ano nga bang nangyari nung nakaraang araw?

–Flashback–

We are sitting front to front and good thing, nobody's around to bother us. "Ano bang pag-uusapan natin? I know that you tie those two, para sumunod yung dalawa and your plan went well," I said trying to open up the interesting topic.

She smiled or smirk? I guess. "Great, now you've realized it. Gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na wala akong gusto kay Ajay, and I prefer the both of you together."

I can't imagine what she's saying right now. I thought she has no interest in love, pero meron din pala kahit konti. "Can't do that. Yes, i do like him, but, he doesn't like me." i said, smugly.

She sighed, a very deep sigh. Kahit nasa harap kami ng hapagkainan, ginawa nya pa rin yun,

"I don't like him and you know that. If you will never confess to him, then i'll tell him you like him!" banta nya. It's a threat for me lalo na't para natung blockmail.

*gulp* napalunok laway ako ng ilang beses. Oh god, this cannot be happening. "Sam, you are not telling anyone, about my feelings for him."

"Oh. Di ko sasabihin sa iba, sa kanya lang." Galit na talaga sya. "Dahil ayoko sa mga kagaya ni Ajay, tss. Mas bagay kayo, sayo na sya. Ayoko sa kanya, its not that I hate him, its just, wala talagang pag-asa na magustuhan ko sya. It's hopeless, Jona and you're the only one who can save me from him," may ginawa pa syang hand gestures everywhere.

*sigh* The Prangkang Maldita Gesture. She's doing it on me.

"F-Fine, but, I'll try my best but i can't promise you that."

"Of course, so am I. I can't assure you na di ko sasabihin sa kanya. I will be giving you two weeks as deadline. Pag-isipan mo, Jona. Before everything is too late for him to realize everything."

Magsasalita pa sana ako kaso dumating na yung apat.

-present-

Hmmmm... I can't think of anything besides rejection. Oo aaminin ko, takot akong mareject kasi hindi pa naman ako narereject sa buong buhay ko. Sa trabaho, Oo naman ilang beses na. Pero sa ganitong sitwasyon, ibang usapan na kaya to. At di yun kayang iexplain ng science.