Day 1 of Tour
Justin's POV
My alarm clock went off, letting me know it was time to get ready for the first show of BELIEVE tour. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. My face had dried tears and my night stand was filled with wadded up tissues. I've been crying myself to sleep for 4 days now. My beautiful princess, Avalanna passed away on Wednesday and it's been hard.
I got out of bed and turned on the shower. I thought to myself about all the shows and different places I'd be going to and I'd be with Shawna through all of it. After my shower I dried my hair and spiked it up. I put on a plain shirt and some black jeans. My phone rang just as I was about to check on my mom.
"Hello?" I answered
"Hey babe. How are you this morning?" Shawna's soft voice said on the other line.
"I'm good. How are you?"
"Pretty good! Scooter said to be here by 10:00 so we can get to Glendale in time for your show."
"Okay! See you soon babe." I said.
"Okay bye!" She hung up.
I put my phone in my pocket and went over to the guest room to see my mom. I had bought a house in Calabasas earlier this summer so I could be closer to Shawna. My mom was staying over so she could come on tour with us.
"Good morning handsome!" My mom went on tiptoe to kiss my cheek.
"Morning mama!" I sat down on her bed.
"You feeling better this morning?"
"Yeah a little." I ran a hand through my hair.
"It'll get better baby. I know it's hard." Mom said as she finished packing her bag.
"I miss her." I felt tears getting ready to form but I wasn't going to let them out. If I did, then I wouldn't be able to stop crying.
"I know." Mom put her hand on mine and kissed my forehead.
I stood up and blinked away the tears. I went into my room and grabbed my bags and headed downstairs.
"Justin, Scooter said the bus is already there, so we should leave now." Mom came down the stairs.
I helped her get the bags in my car and we left. The car ride was silent. I didn't like it, it allowed me to think more which was something I was trying to avoid. Mom reached over while I was driving and put her hand on my thigh. I smiled slightly at her and pulled into Shawna's driveway.
"Hey Justin!" Scooter greeted me.
"Hey. Where's Shawna?"
"Upstairs getting ready." Scooter answered as he carried some things to the bus.
I went inside and up to Shawna's room.
"Hey." She said softly when she saw me.
"Hey baby." I went over to her and hugged her.
She didn't let go of me for awhile. We just stood there hugging each other.
"You okay?" She asked me in the middle of our hug.
I nodded and kissed her head.
"You guys ready?" Alfredo's voice scared me.
"Yeah." Shawna removed her arms from around me.
I grabbed her hand and we walked down to the bus.
"BELIEVE TOUR LETS GO!" Ryan Good shouted when we got on the bus.
