Justin's POV
Shawna barely made it home awake. I carried her to bed. She stayed up all night, puking.
"This isn't healthy," I said, it was 4:30 and we still weren't asleep.
"I know, seriously the dumbest thing I've done."
"Not just for you, but the baby."
"I'm sorry I did such a stupid thing, I really hate myself for doing it." She had tears in her eyes.
"We all make mistakes, don't worry about it."
"What about my fans?" She looked down and played with a pillow.
"If they're true fans, they'll stay. My fans have stayed through all of the bullshit I've put them through and all the stupid things I did." I grabbed her hand.
"I just wanna sleep," she cried and laid down.
"Go to sleep baby, I love you." I kissed her.
"I love you too, thank you for taking care of me."
"Anything for you," I smiled and pulled the covers up.
She fell asleep against my chest and I fell asleep shortly after.
My cellphone interrupted our slumber.
"Hello?" I answered tiredly.
"Good afternoon," Scooter said. "Did you guys just wake up?"
"Uh yeah," I laughed and looked at Shawna, who was trying to fall back asleep. "We're tired."
"Well we're off to our honeymoon. Love you guys, see you in 1 week."
"Are you going on tour with Shawna?" I asked him.
"Yes, Jennifer and I will join her when our honeymoon is over."
"Alright, see you in a week."
"Bye Justin."
I hung up and laid back down.
"I'm not getting up," Shawna said.
"Neither am I," I pulled her closer to me.
--------------------------------
"Shawna baby, time to get up." It was the next day and she was still sleeping.
"I don't feel good," she whined.
"You go on tour tomorrow, today we gotta do something fun!" I sat down next to her on the bed.
"Justin my head is killing me, can't we just stay home?" She cried.
"Baby, what's wrong?" I asked her.
"My fans, they're disappointed." She cried more.
"Those ones aren't real fans then, it's just like friends. You find out who your real friends are in situations like this. You find out who your real fans are in this type of situation."
"I know, but it's not like I chose to drink in the beginning, but as I got more drunk I started taking the drinks." She sat up.
"What do you mean?"
"Sophia spiked my water at first and then she gave me a Jell-O shot. So I took it of course, but I didn't know there was alcohol in it because of the kids, but obviously there was. Then we drank some champagne and wine and more Jell-O shots."
"Sophia did it to you?" I asked to clarify.
Shawna nodded without saying anything, before collapsing into my chest.
