Justin's POV
"Justin." Scooter shook my shoulder. I sat up and rubbed my tired eyes, I didn't realize I had fallen asleep.
"You should go home, come back tomorrow after she has her surgery." He told me.
I stood up and my mom was standing at the door, tears in her eyes. Alfredo stood behind her. I had no clue what was going on.
"C'mon baby." Mom pulled me into a hug.
I rested my head on her shoulder for a few seconds, when I looked back at Shawna I remembered everything. The look on her face when she told me to stop, and the look on her face when I asked her what was wrong. She knew something was wrong and she didn't tell me, I was totally oblivious to it and I feel like she's in this position because of me.
Mom took my hand and we walked to her car, she drove me to my house and I slept in my bed alone for the first time in awhile. I was used to Shawna being beside me. I woke up earlier than usual, 6:30. I decided to take a shower.
When I turned on the hot water and stepped in, I let it all out. The anger, the sadness, everything. I leaned my head against the wall and sobbed as the water poured down on me.
When I got out about twenty minutes later, I got dressed and then left my mom a note before I left the house.
It was 8:00 when I arrived at the hospital and I saw fans outside. I stopped by them and they screamed as I rolled down my window. I kept my shades on so they couldn't see my swollen eyes.
"Justin! We love you!" Someone said.
"I love you guys too! I know it means a lot to her that you guys are out here."
"She's our idol. We hope she's okay!"
"I don't know." My voice was shaky.
I backed my car up to parallel park and got out to talk to them. They hugged me and I hugged back more because I needed a hug right now. When the few girls let go I had tears going down my face.
"Don't cry Justin." One of them said.
I wiped my cheek quickly and I noticed some of them getting sad.
"No guys, please. Stay strong for me?" I begged.
"How can we stay strong? Our idol is laying helplessly in a hospital bed and you're crying. We love you both so much." Another one cried.
I brought them all into a hug again.
"When I tour here again, I want you girls to come. What are your names?" I asked them.
"I'm Ashley, this is Nicole, Emily, Anissa, and Brooke."
"Nice to meet you guys!" I flashed a smile.
I took a group picture with them and then gave them VIP passes to my next LA concert. I went up to Shawna's floor and Scooter was sitting in the waiting room with Alfredo.
"Is anyone going to tell me what's going on?" My voice was scratchy.
"They said her heart stopped for a minute and that her left lung collapsed and her kidney failed." Scooter answered quietly.
I sat down beside him and put my arm around his shoulder.
"It'll be okay." I tried to make things easier for him.
He looked at me with tears in his eyes. "How are you so strong?" He asked.
I took off my glasses, "I'm a mess." I admitted.
Scooter Alfredo and I had a little group huddle. We all cried.
"Shawna Braun." A nurse announced.
