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Mark:

I looked at Namjoon in complete confusion. What was his fault? What had he done? Was it something bad? Nothing had happened between me and him. At least nothing that I could remember.

The taller gulped and looked down for a second before he had the courage to face me again. "I have to apologize to you. And also to Jackson." He said then and the blonde boy crossed his arms.

"Well, then speak Namjoon. You're confusing us." The Chinese said and I nodded in agreement. He had a point. I was definitely confused by Namjoon's words and Jackson seemed to feel the same.

"It's my fault that you two had sex." He suddenly said and I stared at him in complete disbelief. What the hell? How could Namjoon be responsible for me and Jackson having sex?! I didn't remember him to be there.

I mean, I didn't remember every detail but I was pretty sure that I would remember if Namjoon had been around in the room or anywhere else. At least, he hadn't been anywhere near me.

"What the fuck?" Jackson just said. He didn't seem angry or anything. I guessed, he didn't understand the situation. Jaebum who had stood next to me the whole time just stared between the three of us.

"Is that the reason why you talked to Jimin?" The blonde said and his best friend nodded. "Yes. We did it together." He sighed. "You did what together?" I asked, slowly getting impatient.

"We've seen you asleep on the sofa and Jackson was extremely drunk, too so Jimin and I thought it would be funny if we would lay Jackson on the couch with you and make you cuddle. And then we wanted to record your reactions when you wake up in the arms of your biggest enemy and show it in school." He began.

"Anyway, we went to the kitchen to get new drinks. We would have been back immediately but then Jaebum needed help with getting new beer boxes from the basement and we thought you would be asleep so we help him." He nervously bit his lip.

"When we came back you were gone so we went and looked for you two. And well, I found you. You were making out in JB's room. I was so sure that you would fall asleep before more could happen. So, I left you alone." He then ended.

I looked down and sighed. That's why Namjoon felt so guilty. He could have stopped us from having sex and me from getting pregnant. Although, I couldn't blame him for my pregnancy. I was stupid enough to have had unprotected sex.

Of course, Namjoon had been able to stop Jackson and me and if he had done, I wouldn't be pregnant, yes. But he wasn't the one who forgot the condom so I would never blame him for my pregnancy.

"I'm so sorry." He nearly whispered. I was about to say something but Jackson harshly interrupted me. "So it's your fault that I have this child now?" He asked angrily and I feared that he would punch the taller.

"Jackson, I didn't plan this to happen. You both were so drunk and you hadn't even been able to walk straight when I brought you to the sofa. I thought you would fall asleep." He tried to explain but Jackson got even angrier.

"The fuck, you've seen us making out! That's even bad enough. I'm your friend and you know I would never have wanted that. You should have gotten me out there. No matter what you've thought." He nearly yelled.

I bit my lower lip and looked down. Of course, I knew Jackson didn't like me and would never have sex with me without alcohol but hearing it like that hurt me a little bit. It sounded like he hated me.

"But no, you've been egoistic and let me have sex with him. It's your fault that we had sex!" Jackson grabbed Namjoon's collar but Jaebum quickly stopped him. I decided that it was time to say something.

The tallest of us looked down and I saw that he really felt guilty. I didn't know why exactly but I knew that he didn't mean all this to happen and in the end it had been our free decision to have sex.

"Shut up Jackson. It's not his fault. We both agreed to the sex and we were the ones who didn't use protection. It might be that he could have stopped us and it might be a mistake that he didn't but we were the ones who slept together." I said with a loud voice.

Jackson stared at me, his eyes full of anger. It made me afraid but he just took a deep breath and looked back to Namjoon. The latter just looked down, ready for whatever Jackson would do to him.

"Don't think I will ever forgive you. You let me ruin my life and you didn't stop us. You are the reason that this child exists so you can take care of it." He turned around and left the three of us alone.

I looked after him and felt a lump in my throat. Of course, I was disappointed. I had thought he was slowly getting interested in our baby but now I was alone again but it wasn't the time to care about me.

I turned to face Namjoon who took a few deep breathes to calm himself down. He looked at me when I placed my hand on his shoulder and gave him a small smile. "I forgive you Namjoon."

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Now that I read this again, I kinda feel that Jackson is overreacting a bit but most people tend to be more angry than necessary in the first moment so it should be fine.

Next chapter is coming in like 10 or 15 minutes ^^

Thank you for reading 💙