Makeup remover wipes S.M.

Chapter 25

She's helped strip me of my clothing leading me into our bathroom which she hasn't let me use for five days. There have been people working on it and I don't know why. When I enter I immediately notice shower, it's been majorly changed. There's a whole spiralled walkway to get in, although it only goes around one curve. "Do you like it?" She came in earlier and started the shower. The water moves so softly in comparison to the hard rough pelts it hit me with before, there's also a large seat she lays me down on so she can bathe me. She doesn't have to but she knows I won't ever touch it because of how much it hurts so she does it for me. It still hurts but she'll do it and I won't.

"This was really nice of you princess." I hum while the soft water droplets caress my body. She lets me sit in the warm water momentarily before she starts washing me. She's the most supportive girl and I'm very lucky to be able to call her my own.

Upon examination, as I always do, I notice something off on her boobs. One an orchid ribbon, the symbol for testicular cancer, the other the tattoo of a teddy bear which is what she's called me for years now. "I thought you needed it, this place it also a sauna." She smiles kissing me sweetly. I add my tongue and quickly hers is there too. Lust then evolves from what was just supposed to be affection but as we go on pain erupts down there and I know I need to stop. I want so much from her, so much from my love that I can't get or give. "Well baby, it's been almost two weeks since the surgery," she starts while she washes my hair. "And the swelling is gone."

"Baby I'm still just not ready to go out." I kiss her forehead earning a sigh.

"But baby Justin is here and he said he'd watch the kids, he's even staying out another week for us, I just wanna go out to dinner, to our place. Maybe on a picnic?" Her voice goes soft. "We haven't done anything in so long." She looks to the ground. "And you already go out all of the time anyways." I can't tell her why or where I'm going, she'd leave me. I'm seeing someone else on the side. She's just a lot more firm with things than Reese is, I've had sex already but Reese doesn't know. I'm off at the mistresses house every night very well. "I just want one romantic night for me and the love of my life."

"Soon, I promise," I kiss her softly pulling back quickly. She sighs and nods shutting off the water and helping me dry off before getting me dressed. "I'm gonna plan the best night you could ever imagine." I nod and she blushes. "We'll have dinner and we'll go visit our place, we'll relive our relationship." I kiss her temple. "And for one night, I'll let you be the teenager you really deserved to be."

"You mean it teddy bear?" Her eyes go soft and her arms fall around my neck.

"I promised didn't I?"

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She lay the long of the couch staring at the tv. I try my best to sneak in behind her but she just moves for me letting me lay behind her giving her the awkward cuddles that I can. She takes them regardless, with Leah she's always rough and she forces me to do the things that hurt me which is nice every once in a while but Reese is so gentile and considerate she won't do it if I don't want to. "So when do you think we'll be able to go on our date?" She turns and I shrug.

"When the doctors tell me I can do stuff again," I chuckle but she rolls her eyes.

"You already do stuff, you go out driving everyday." She retorts and I nod.

"But I mean other stuff," I kiss her jawbone down her neck to take away her suspicions.

"So that's how our night would end," she giggles, all she really wants is for them to clear me to lift her up. She just likes being carried like my baby. She weighs ninety five pounds and she's the warmest thing. Even her smile when I walk through the door can warm me up no matter the weather.

"Maybe I'd even get to carry you around." I smirk a little while she gasps and covers her mouth.

"Really teddy? I'd love that." She mumbles squeezing me. She makes Justin carry her around sometimes. Some days she annoys me and makes me want to divorce her, I know it sounds harsh but she's hard to deal with. She never did completely get over her trauma from her ex boyfriends accident.

"I know you would," I smile and she giggles. "It would be nice to carry you again," I smile giving her lips a soft kiss. She cuddles into my chest after checking for my chemo thing that they're gonna put back in. "And cuddle you properly, hug you tight and love you." I pull her up higher on my body, making her giggle. We lay for a while just calm not moving but as the time passes so does her will to stay awake and she's asleep in my arms. I debate bringing her up anyways even though it does hurt but I just decide if I fall asleep on the couch too then we could pretend that we fell asleep talking or something.

"Here," Justin smiles grabbing her. "I'll bring her up," she shifts a little in his arms looking for my chest that she was once buried in.

"I've got her," I growl almost taking her from his arms but feeling a lot of pain.

"Want me to take her back?" He sighs softly grabbing her from my arms relieving me the pain. It really does annoy me, he acts like she's his but she's mine. Probably not for much longer.