We've been out here for hours. It's about five in the morning and Shawn still hasn't gone to bed, I slept all day so I'm wide awake. Regardless of how tired he is he won't go to bed so he can spend time with me. "Don't you remember that time in high school?" I laugh at what he brings up, he's been trying to convince me to sleep with him so he can reconnect with me and all but I think it's stupid and refuse to give in. Regardless all night he's been bringing up old memories that just make me wanna cry. "You were pregnant with Adam, I'd just proposed." I smile at the thought. He should've graduated but he failed math and needed to come back so he took a couple of extra courses too so he could graduate, he even added some to be with me when we started dating.
"I couldn't forget, that could've been the most embarrassing moment of our lives." I roll my eyes at him. "I shouldn't have agreed." I chuckle as does he.
"You really shouldn't have," he laughs leaning forwards to give me a kiss. I move but it stops nothing and his hands bring me back to face him. He presses a soft kiss against my lips squishing my cheeks as he pulls back. "You're so cute," he smiles letting out a yawn. "Just completely adorable." He brushes of how tired he is and smiles.
"Go to bed," I point and he shakes his head. "Come on Shawn, go to bed." I sigh simply earning a tired smile.
"If I close my eyes a could loose something, something very precious to me." He mumbles leaning against my shoulder. "I'm not taking that chance." He whispers letting his lips graze my neck. While bandages do cover my sides I'm perfectly fine and I'd like him to think as much, he won't let me leave unless he's sure.
"What if I promise that I'll be here when you wake up?" I run my fingers through his fluffy hair. He's been cheated on me thirty years and while that's awful it was probably my fault to begin with, I trained him to need me. He did the same with me and now I can't sleep without him so he can't sleep without me.
"I'd fall asleep, right here right now." He slides down so he lay on my chest. "And is stay here as long as you would."
"Than let's go inside, and I'll let you fall asleep, and I'll keep you there until tomorrow."
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His hair tickles my chin while I look down I find myself excited for when he wakes up. Who knows what crazy adventure he'll wanna take me on, who know what we'll do tomorrow or even today. Who knows if he'll stay that long, who knows if I won't find another reason to be mad at him. For now I just wanna stay here, with my crazy yet sweet, teddy bear. I wanna take all of the warmth he has and I wanna be his only resource left when he freezes. The guys have come in hourly to check on us assuring I don't leave or anything so I pretend I'm asleep too. But once they're gone it leaves me some time, some valuable time. Time to think and to figure what I wanna do. And with all of that time, I think I wanna stay. I know what he's been doing is wrong but he's the love of my life and he's really everything to me, I just can't let him go. "Morning?" I mumble.
"Morning," he whispers kissing my chest. Not sexually or anything but very sweetly and lovingly. "You gonna come with us?" He whispers his lips moving to my neck. "We're off to Malibu." He answers my unasked question.
"Who's we?" I raise an eyebrow tracing his shoulder blade.
"Anyone you want it to be." He smiles a little wider kissing my cheek. "I could let you go home though. I know how much you wanna spend time with CarrieAnne." He mumbles and I giggle.
"I do really wanna spend time with her, but I also wanna spend time with the man I love. So I'm gonna head off to California and spend my time with him instead."
"You're talking about me right?" He pleads almost. "I hope you're talking about me, I couldn't live with myself if I drove you to love anyone else more." He looks down and I chuckle connecting our lips.
"No one gets a higher ranking than you Teddy bear." Once we're done here we have the movie premier and then lots and lots of time to ourselves. "Now," I chuckle at all of the kisses he plants. "Don't think that I've forgiven you, because I haven't." I explain. "But I've decided not to leave you."
"You're really gonna stay?" I nod and he smiles. "I love you," his kiss is soft and quick because he knows how mad I am but it's sweet.
"I love you too,"
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Makeup remover wipes S.M.
ФанфикThe sequel to Makeup S.M. Reese still hides, she won't come out of her shell he's trying really hard and maybe he could end up her makeup remover.
