Honesty
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I'm shocked. I admit. I didn't see this day would ever come. I'm over her, true that. it's just that I don't really know what's next.
"Ikaw na maghanap ng mauupuan mo, Ms. Perez" says our teacher and damn it. The sit on my right next to me is the only vacant at alam niyang sa upuan iyon siya uupo.
"May I?" Sabi niya sa'kin
"That's for someone else" sabi ko na dapat sana hindi ko na sinagot. What the f!
"Oh.." the only thing she said. "Seems like wala pa naman ang uupo dito Eli kaya for the mean time dito na muna ako" she simply said and I sighed and didnt't bother to respond.
What the actual fuck is happening? like, seriously? I thought she's out of the story already? Bakit parang ang labo.
Break time at wala man lang akong naintindihan sa klase. I can't concentrate knowing someone you don't want to see anymore is sitting next to you. Like c'mon?!
"King, si Monique" says Eliza at nasa canteen kaming lahat ngayon except Monique who's obviously not the same course as us.
"H-hello Nay?" I answered the call
"Where the hell are you?" She asked "Bakit hindi kita maconact sa phone?" Dagdag niya
"Patay na ang phone ko. Empty battery, I forgot to charge. Sorry Nay. Nasaan ka? Galit ka pa ba?" I asked
"Break time namin at wala ako sa mood bumaba for a snack, I'm still catching up with the lessons I have to take care of before our first exam, mamaya nalang tayo magkita sa lunch time ha? I'll ask Eliza kung pwede niya ipahiram sayo ang power bank niya. We'll buy one for you mamaya sa mall pag-uwi" she said trying to organize everything for me.
"Okay Nay" I said at binalik kay Eliza ang cellphone niya.
Naglakad ako sa counter to buy something for Monique, dadalhan ko nalang siya ng food for her to eat ngayong nag-aaral siya. I admit I'm kinda worried. College seems to be stressing me out already. I'm hating the set up. Hindi ko na nga classmate si Monique, heto pa, classmate ko si Icah. I hate it.
"Pre, saan ka pupunta?" Si Nikko
"Sa building nila Monique, hatid ko lang 'to" I said sabay angat ng bitbit kong cold Coffee latte in can and a burger.
Naglakad ako papunta kanila Monique, the journey going there is quite long lalo na at ang daming sagabal. Greetings after greetings. Some even have courage to pull me all of a sudden and wrap me in their arms like a flash na minsan nagugulat nalang ako. Kinginuh.
"We don't like the new you, King" says a girl. She's familiar pero I don't really know her name. Tatlo silang pinapalibutan ako at the moment and it's starting to cause a scene. "We miss you" sh whispered in my ears sounding so sexy.
I hooked up a lot of girls before, at ngayon ko lang narealize na sobrang dami na pala talaga that almost every girls na nakakasalubong ko ay may pinapaalala sa aking memoryang hindi ko naman matandaan talaga. Before, kahit sino nalang kasi. Everynight my friends and I would go to parties and every night may babae akong nakakaflirt. And I don't settle for one that time, I want as many as I can. I don't mind kissing anyone before lalo na pag nagagandahan ako. Many times, I almost fell into temptation, I mean lalaki ako, who wouldn't love to dive in to something willingly spread infront of you, right? But nah, it isn't my style. Unlike my friends, wala akong kinama sa mga babae ko. Kissing and mediyo level up than that is all I can do, iyon lang. Kaya naman I've been honest to Monique about it. I'm no innocent guy when it comes to sex pero hindi ko pa talaga naexperience iyon.
