Introduction
-This is the last episode of Lost in love, Love Game's Book 2! Thank you for making it this far :)
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Today is our last day in Paris, our supposed to be itinerary for the trip will no longer be followed dahil na rin sa sudden Germany trip namin.
"Okay, thank you Laura! See you soon" si Monique. She's on the phone with Laura.
Hindi pa ako totally a hundred percent sure about this pero dahil nasa 80% na rin naman ay pumayag na ako. Bahala na. Basta ba kasama ko si Monique papuntang Germany, kasama ko rin siya pabalik, okay na sa'kin iyon. That's clear to me.
"So, how was it?" I asked noong napansin kong tapos na sila mag-usap ni Laura.
She sat near me, "Masaya si Laura! Thank you daw! Sabi niya rin sa'kin, may susundo daw sa'tin Tay. Yaman!" She laughed a bit at napaismid nalang ako "Eh? Bakit ka nakasimangot? Diba dapat masaya ka?"
"It's a mixed emotion! H'wag nalang kaya tayo tumuloy? I think it's better to stay here than risk something" I said, and I'm really worried.
Natawa siya ng bahagya and held my hand, "Asus! Tay, ano man pagdaanan natin doon, we will make it, okay? Basta sigurado tayong dalawa sa pinaglalaban natin!" She looked at me and smiled
Somehow her smile made me at ease. Kumalma ang mga kalamnan ko, I mean, feeling ko na recharge ako.
"You're right" I smiled, "Thank you for being so understanding and for loving me Nay!" I said as I pulled her close to me, I gave her a hug.
She hugged me in return and I heard her chuckled, "A-anong meron? Bakit pa-sweet ka?" She asked
I smiled a bit, "Wala lang! Naisip ko lang dapat momol tayo dahil after this, we won't be seeing eachother for a long time. We keep on bickering eachother, kaya, I'm sorry!" I said and totoo naman.
As days pass by palapit ng palapit ang araw na aalis ako at hindi ko na muna siya makikita. It's going to be the hardest part of this relationship. Alam ko, noong last summer iniwan ko rin siya without a word for almost 3 months. No any form of communication at all, it was hard pero I think this time it's harder. My love for her is definitely deeper than before, and sobrang nasanay na ako sa presensya niya sa buhay ko na halos araw-araw kasama ko siya and even when I close and open my eyes everyday siya agad nakikita and hinahanap ng mata ko. Tell me, can I even survive a day without her when we're away?
She released herself from our hug and looked at me, "Hala siya! Ang oa Tay! Hindi ako sanay na ganito ka," natawa siya, "It's not us kung hindi tayo nag-aaway even to the smallest things, diba? kaya para sa'kin momol na iyong mga paunti-unting pinag gagawa natin. Being with you here in the City of Love, being with you here in this hotel room, sobrang sobra na kasiyahan ang naidudulot sa'kin. I feel safe whenever you're here. Palagi man tayong nag-aaway, nakakarate man kita most of the time, I love every moment of it because I love you, kahit ano basta ikaw kasama ko" she said at hinawakan niya ang mukha ko, she looked directly into me "Kiss mo nga ako" she said all of a sudden.
I don't know but this agressive side of her still shocks me to bits, "E-h? K-kiss lang ba?" I asked, I felt shy asking that to her, pero why not naman diba? This is fcking Paris, baby! I grinned in silence.
I saw her paused a bit dahil malamang nabigla din siya, "Are we doing it at this time? Umaga talaga Tay?" she giggled, "Well, the first time naman pala hapon, okay sige, I want more than just a kiss" she smiled widely. "More" she leaned herself against me aiming to reach my lips and so we did kiss.
Monique's really competitive in so many aspects! Hindi ka makaka-alma sa kanya. Hindi na ako pumalag this time, ni hindi ko na rin siya pinangaralan, I'm loving what we are currently doing and what's bound to happen.