PAW’S POV
“Oh, God, Dra. Decena! Congratulations! Three months and four days!” Dra. Brigs greeted me happily as I sit up and curse under my breath.
SHT. I’m really pregnant.
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A loud moan wakes me up. I glance at my side – clock, fcuk! It’s just 3 AM, in the morning! Gusto ko sanang kalabugin yung kabilang kwarto but decided not to go through. I put my both hands in my face and grimace. They’re not helping here okay?!
I slouch on the bed headboard and stroke my tummy. There’s a life living inside me now, I don’t want this little one feel what I feel right now. It’s disgust with hatred….and different bad feelings.
Since I can’t get back to my sleep, I decided to eat something. I felt like eating mango or dalandan, which would do. I just wish I bought some last few days.
Nagpunta agad ako ng kusina and I startled to see him, drinking a glass of water topless. Yes, he has a good body–built and such but it doesn’t affect me at all. Naglakad na lang ulit ako papunta sa table, and I saw the fruits placed in the middle of it.
I search every fruits in there but there’s no mango, or dalandan, o kahit anong prutas basta maasim! “Sht.” Ayan, napamura na lang ako!
“Anong hanap mo?” Wow, he’s talking to me. Tsaka ano ‘to sulit.com? Ayoko ko sana siyang kausapin pero nag-iinsist sa utak ko na, bakit kailangan ko pa siya layuan kung alam kong hindi ko na siya mahal? Let go Paw, let go.