Disguised Hybrid (Book I: Completed) [SOON TO BE PUBLISHED]

Chapter 16: Remember

Trevor's POV

Pabalik-balik ako ng lakad sa loob ng kwarto ko. I can't stop thinking about Kira. She's bugging my mind these days and I can't stop myself. I want to be with her but being with her means risking her life and risking the pack. I know how cruel my Dad can be. I just realized how pathetic this union is! 

I should be with my mate. I should have chosen her in the first place to keep myself and my wolf sane but because of my greed I am losing my grip on her.

"No! It can't be." Ani ko sa sarili. Napasabunot ako sa buhok ko sa inis at galit. Kailangan ko tung gawin. 

I stopped.

'Iba ang salitang kailangan sa salitang kagustuhan, Trevor. Magka-iba yun ng ibig sabihin.'

That was her words to me. I hissed. I am torn between being with her and protecting her. The pack also needs security and as the Alpha of this pack I have the responsibility to assure their safety and Ashley's pack can answer all my problem.

'Trevor. In my office. Now.' My Dad mind linked me. I groaned and left my room. Kumatok muna ako bago pumasok. Nakita ko na seryoso ito.

"This is a serious matter. Kailangan ng mangyari ang ceremony between you and Ashley sa lalong madaling panahon. Nagpatrol ang pack warriors at may nakita silang bakas at amoy ng mga rouges sa perimeter. May nakita silang patay na katawan in the area. This is bad, Trevor. Odess Pack was attacked by the rouges last night at walang nakaligtas ni isa." I gulped after hearing what my Dad said. 

I know what to do but my heart is mourning. Even Aris. He didn't talked to me ever since I hurt Kira at the cafeteria. I know I was being too much and wala akong maisip na magandang rason kung bakit ko nagawa yun. I am stupid, impulsive and reckless.

Tumango nalang ako kay Dad. I know my responsibility as an Alpha. And my pack is my priority before anything else. 

"We're working on that Dad. Five more days to go." Ani ko pero umiling ito.

"No! Make it three. We are outnumbered Trevor. Marami ang mga rouges and we don't know kung kailan sila aatake sa atin. Mas mabuti ng sigurado." Matigas na sabi nito kaya tumango ako.

"Sige Dad. I'll be going. Three days then." Sagot ko nalang at tumango ako.

"Okay. I'll tell your Mom for her to prepare all the necessary things about the ceremony." Pinal na sabi nito.

Now I feel like I am just a mere water. Sumasabay nalang sa agos ng buhay.



Kira's POV

"Did you told Ericka and the other Lycans to look after me?" I asked Nate while he's driving. Hatid sundo na nya ako sa school ever since he told me that I am his Constantine. Tinapunan nya ako ng tingin. God! He is so adorable. He smiled at me and held my hand with his free hand. The sparks between us ignite. 

Since we sealed the bond with a kiss yesterday mas naramdaman kong mahal na mahal ko sya and I can't imagine living life without him. I felt that I am already complete and all the years of loneliness were now filled with happiness and contentment. Wala na rin akong maramdaman ni katiting na connection with Trevor and it feels so right.

"I have to. My baby comes first before anything else." He winked at me while grinning. Tinago ko ang namumula kong pisngi. "You look flustered." Tudyo nito pero inirapan ko sya.

"Shut up!" Angil ko. 

Whenever we're together, parang bestfriend ko sya. Lumalabas ang natural kong daldal. At ito naman, palagi akong binabara at pinipikon. I am not like this to everyone. I am reserved and serious. But with him I am my other version of myself. Naramdaman kong huminto ang kotse. Napakurap ako. I was not aware na nasa school na pala kami. Kanina pa kasi ako naka titig kay Nate habang nagda-drive.