Disguised Hybrid (Book I: Completed) [SOON TO BE PUBLISHED]

Chapter 37: Closure

Kira's POV

"Kira!" Napahinto ako ng tawagin ako ni Trevor.

"Minahal kita sa paraang alam ko." His voice broke. I know how hard it is to look strong in front of everyone while you're broken. Humarap ako dito.

"Your words are nothing to me anymore, Trevor. You chose your path."

"But you lied to me. I was left with no choice. Intindihin mo naman sana ako." Nagsusumamong saad nito. Natahimik nalang ako at napailing.

"I never lied.."

"Yes, Kira! You did! You gave me the impression that you can't protect yourself and I did what I thought I had to do to protect you from harm at 'yon ay ang layuan ka!" Naluluhang saad nito. Napakunot noo naman ako sa sinabi nito.

"W-What do you mean?"

"I love you. I swear to you, I really love you and I am going crazy right now if you will leave me. My wolf is not responding to me right now and my mental state is really unstable because I kept on thinking about you and you only that I think my brain is going to explode. I want to be with you and no one can calm me but you.."

"Shut up, Trevor. You're not answering my question. What do you mean about what you said earlier?" I saw him gulped.

"I- I was threatened that if I choose you, they'll gonna kill you and I didn't know that you can handle yourself well that's why..."

"Enough, Trevor. That's not my problem anymore. Your love and faith to me was being tested and yet you gave up on me so easily without even knowing me. And if you're saying that you really love me then I guess it's not that strong enough for you to fight for me and our love."

"Pero nagawa ko lang namang layuan ka para protektahan ka dahil mahal kita!"

"Anong karapatan mong isumbat sa akin ang sakripisyo mo na hindi ko naman alam at hiningi? KUSA mo yung desisyon at labas ako dun. At unang-una palang, sinaktan mo na ako." Diniin ko pa ang katagang yun para maintindihan niya. Natahimik sya sa sinabi ko.

"Wala kang karapatang sumbatan ako sa mga pangyayaring wala akong alam at wala ka ring karapatang tanungin ako kung bakit hindi ko nasabi sa'yo kung sino ako dahil hindi mo naman ako binigyan ng pagkakataon na ipakilala ang sarili ko! Paulit-ulit ko nalang ba itong sasabihin?!" Nakita ko ang pagtulo ng luha niya.

"Mahal na mahal kita, Kira. Gustong-gusto kitang makasama pero andaming humahadlang."

"Walang patutunguhan ang usapang ito Trevor." Wika ko at tumingin si Trevor kay Nathaniel na katabi ko.

"Alam ba niya kung sino ka noong una ka nyang makilala?" Natahimik ako sa tanong niya. "Alam nya?"

"Trevor--"

"Alam nya???! At ako hindi???!"

"Wala akong dapat ipaliwanag sayo--"

"Meron, Kira! Meron! You are unfair! You were not fair to me even from the start! He knew and I didn't?!" Galit na galit na sambit nito habang tumutulo ang luha. "I am your mate and you have the responsibility to tell me everything about you!"

"Trevor, stop comparing yourself to Nathaniel!"

"Dahil siya ang Hari, ganun ba?! Wow! All along, here I am thinking about your safety, nagtitiis na hindi ka makasama dahil ang nasa-isip ko ay ang protektahan ka pero sya?? Alam nya pala kung sino ka sa simula palang. Luging-lugi ako, Kira." Napaluhod sya at humikbi. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang sakit kahit tingnan ko lang sya. Nakita ko si Duke na lumapit dito.

"Dahil duwag ka! You had your chance, Trevor! I was your mate and you have the responsibility to choose me above anything else! But you failed and now you're questioning me?! How dare you?" Puno ng diin kong pagkakasabi. I breathed hard.

"Trevor, hindi ko pa limot ang mga ginawa mo. You can't just blame me for all of the things that happened because it was you who left me in the first place! It was you who rejected me at wala na akong magagawa dun! Don't play a victim here!" Natahimik sya sa sinabi ko at parang batang umiyak habang nakaluhod.

"L-Luging-lugi ako dahil mahal na mahal pa rin kita kahit masakit na masakit na."

"Hindi ka lugi, Trevor dahil desisyon mo yan. At hindi ko rin alam na alam nya kung sino ako. He was assigned by the Moon Goddess to protect me." Umangat ang mata nya sakin.

"Pero alam pa rin nya! Alam nya kung sino ka sa likod ng pagpapanggap mo! Alam nya kung sino ang totoong ikaw at ang itsura mo!"

"Putang ina! Hindi ko kasalanang alam nya! Bakit ba ako ang sinisisi mo? Ako ba? Minahal mo sa unang pagkikita natin? Di ba hindi? Kung magsusumbatan man lang tayo ngayon Trevor, pwes ako! Napakaraming pwedeng isumbat sayo!"

"So gumaganti ka?!" Ganting bulyaw nito kaya napahilot ako sa sentido. Napakaraming nanunuod samin ngayon at para kaming batang nagbubulyawan ng dahil sa laruan.

"Walang patutunguhan ang usapang ito, Trevor. Naging ganito ang resulta ng mga desisyon natin at wala na tayong magagawa pa dahil nangyari na ang nangyari." Ani ko.

"But I am your mate, Kira. Why are you doing this to me? Buntis ka pa ngayon sa kanya. Sana pinatay mo nalang ako kung ganito kasakit ang ganti mo sakin."

"Hindi kita ginagantihan, Trevor. Si Nathaniel na ang nakatadhana sa akin. He was waiting for me all these years. He waited for you to claim me but that didn't happened. You failed to be my mate. His duty is to protect me and he is my Constantine, hindi nya ako inagaw sayo at hindi rin ako nagpa-agaw. Minahal namin ang isa't-isa ng kalimutan mo kung ano tayong dalawa." Nakita ko ang sakit at pait sa mga mata nya.

"P-Paano tayo?"

"Hindi naging tayo, Trevor. Sya lang at ako at walang tayo." Agad naman itong humugot ng malalim na buntong-hininga at napailing nalang sa sarili habang nakatingala sa buwan.

"Magsisisi man sa huli, wala ng mangyayari." Narinig kong bulong nito habang napatawa ng mapakla. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi nito.

"I, Veronika Kiravenis, heiress of Lightness and Darkness finally accept your rejection as your mate Trevor James Cole, Alpha of the Black Crest pack." Makapangyarihan kong usal kaya nanlaki ang mga mata nya sa sinabi ko na tila naguguluhan.

"You rejected me before but your bond to me as your mate has not yet broken because Kira Consunji isn't my real identity." Pagpapaliwanag ko dito.

"But why do I feel so in love with you still?"

"Let go of your feelings for me. You were so used to it that you can't even realize that you've actually moved on already." Tumango ito kahit na namumuo ang luha nito sa mata.

"Our bond is broken. I found my constantine already and you will find your second chance mate soon. I hope na hindi magiging mali ang mga hakbang mo sa susunod sa pagprotekta sa kanya." Saad ko at nakita ko kung paano nalaglag ang balikat nito sa sinabi ko.

"I was not your priority, but I am to him. He chose me above anything else and you failed to do that. You failed to acknowledge me as your equal." After I said that I changed into my wolf form and joined Nathaniel in his side. I heard their admiration to Amira. My wolf is big and proud.

Nathaniel changed in his wolf form and everyone gasps when they saw that our prints and colors are matched with each other.

We howled together followed by everyone else. Hindi ko na nilingon si Trevor. I've said enough, I hope he understand now the consequences of his actions and choices.

×××

Comment everyone? :)