$LOVING YOU SECRETLY

Chapter 48

Habang lulan ng sasakyan panay ang pagkombinsi ni Louie sa kanya na patingnan muna sya nito sa doktor para makasigurong ok lang sya. At para mapanatag na rin ang kalooban nito sa pag-alis palabas ng bansa na di nya pinahintulutan dahil malelate na ito sa kanyang flight.
Sa huli nanaig din ang kagustuhan ni danna. Sumusukong nagtaas ito ng kamay. Tanda na di na nito igigiit ang kagustuhang mangyari.
Hinatid sya nito sa condo bababa pa sana ito para masigurong maayos at ligtas sya na ikinatirik ng kanyang mga mata. Masyado itong exaggerated sa pag-aalala sa kanya.
"Louie, am fine. Am an adult now you know. I can walk on my on. Please, don't be over affectionate cause am not used to it. "Aniya na pigil ang iritasyon sa kanyang boses.
"Love, you can't blame me if my worries still showing. You're my wife and it's only natural I worry about your well being. "Ang napapabuntong hininga nitong wika bago pa man sya makababa ng sasakyan nito.
"Alright, don't worry I'll call you if anything happen. Now drive safely to the airport. "Aniya sa asawa saka bahagyang dinukwang ito para halikan ng mabilisan sa labi. Ngunit agad pumulupot ang mga bisig nito sa kanyang bewang at pinalalim ang halik na pinagsaluhan nilang dalawa.
Nang pakawalan sya nito may nakapaskil na sa mukha nito ng isang magandang ngiti.
"Now, that will ease my worries. "Masuyong wika nito saka muli syang kinintalan ng huling halik saka ito lumabas para pagbuksan sya ng pintuan.
Nakadama ng kasiyahan at kapanatagan sa dibdib si danna dahil sa affection na ipinadama sa kanya ng lalaki.
Lahat ng gumugulo sa kanyang isipan napawa lahat.
May matamis na ngiting bumaba sya at inabot ang kamay nitong nakaumang sa kanyang harap.
Nang makababa sya mahigpit sya nitong niyakap at muling binigyan ng halik sa kanyang noo.
"When I come back I want you to live with me. We will live and start our new life Danna. So please don't let me beg you this time. Let's start anew and build our own family. Am not getting any younger. And I cannot wait to have mini princesses and princes of our own. "Wika nito matapos itong kumalas sa pagkakayakap sa kanya ngunit di sya tuluyang pinakawalan. Nakahawak ito sa kanyang mga kamay. May malamlam na mga tingin. Nagsusumamo ang mga titig nito sa kanya. Na ikinatango nya.
"I will Louie. We will start our new life when you come back to me... "Aniyang hinaplos ang mukha nito sa huling pagkakataon at tiningkayad ito para bigyan ng mabilisang halik sa labi. Pagkatapos agad syang dumistansya at naglakad papasok sa entrance ng condo nila. Di na sy muli pang lumingon dahil lalo lang syang makadam ng kahugkagan sa dibdib. Pilit nya na lamang pinakalma at pinasaya ang sarili para mawala ang anumang agam agam sa kanyang puso.

"God! Brown ,that's not the right way to cut that bloody unripe mangoes! You're cutting it wrong! "Ang mataas na boses na wika ni Danna sa lalaki.
"Sorry chef, but you said I'll cut it in strips. "Depensa nitong wika.
"Yeah, I said that ,but that's not the cut I wanted. I want it perfectly cut in strips. Means same sizes and thickness! God! You're ruining my master piece! "Ang nauubusan sa pasensyang wika nya. Kanina pa nya tinutorture ang mga ito sa loob ng work room nila.
Di nya masisi ang paglilihi nya dahil kahit sya ay nagtataka din sa kanyang inaasal sa mga ito

She knows she's being unfair to her staff. Her cranky mood and all this strange feeling she's having is inconsiderable but she can't do about it
Blame it for being hormonal preggy. Since the day her husband drop her to their condo. When she arrived in the house she pass out after tinay open the door for her because she forgot her key in Louie's house.
She woke up in the hospital with her panicking friend by her side. And then the doctor come in and announced to them the reason why she pass out. It's all because she's been nearly two months on the way. Which give both of them a shock reaction. Then after that her friend been in the cloud nine when the news sick in in her mind. She keep on jumping telling her that she is soon gonna be aunt. And that She's so happy for the incoming baby. Sge wanted to call Louie but she stop her and told tinay that its good if she will tell him when he arrived in his business trip.

"What's the loud voice? "Ang narinig nyang wika ni tinay sa bungad ng pintuan. Ngunit di nya ito pinansin dahil nahagip ng mata nya si red na nagtangkang pumuslit ng manggang hilaw na hinihiwa ni brown. Bago pa man ito makakuha noon agad syang napalapit rito saka tinampal ang kamay nito.
"Red! Don't you ever take even a small strip of mango! "Sita nya rito.
"Chef, am just curious if its sour or not. "Sabi nito napalabi pa.
"I don't care. Move away from brown and don't eat my food! "Wika nya rito saka ito tuluyang hinarap.
Well, she cannot blame them also if what she's eating they wanted to eat too. Because her cravings for strange foods they been craving for it too
Maybe because the ist day she's craving for ice cream she share it with them which maybe she pass them the pregnancy craving hormones. Now she can't help not to be irritated when they take some of her food. She knows she's being greedy too but she don't care.
She doesn't want to share her food anymore.

Napapailing nmang nakamasid si Katrina sa kaibigan at mga lalaking kanina pa pala nito tinutorture according to dark. Nang makitang walang planong tigilan ni Pauline ang mga kawawang lalaki sa loob lumabas sya at hinarap ang dalawa sa labas.
Si dark at Gray lamang ang di pa natutorture ng kaibigan dahil sa labas ang mga ito nakatuka.
Kakaratig nya lamang sa shop at sa entrance pa lang naririnig nya na ang boses ng kaibigan dahil nakabukas ang pintuan ng baking room nila.
"Why Chef Auline is having a cranky mood today? "Tanong nya sa dalawang lalaki.
"Nah, red bought the wrong mangoes. And chef is not satisfied with the looks of those unripe mangoes and brown didn't get the right cut of it too. She keeps on ranting to them. They have been there for an hour now. Chef go to the market to choose the mangoes she wanted. She cry when she saw the ugly mangoes according to her. And the two don't want her to upset that's why they just let her. "Paliwanag nito.
"Oh.... "Ang tanging nawika ni tinay.
Di nya masisisi ang kabigan sa pabago bago nitong isipan.
It's been a week now since her friend knows about the pregnancy. And she have a sensitive cravings which makes them crazy every time she request something. And then she won't eat it after they bought it for her. She said she lost her appetite. At the end they're the one who'll eat the food.
Gusto nyang ipaalam sa kanyang pinsan ang kalagayan nito ngunit pinigil sya nito.Matakaw ito sa tulog at pagkain na matatamis. Noong una puro matatamis ang nilalantakan nito ngunit noong nakaraang araw nagsimula itong magbake ng sweet and sour delicacies .
And she doesn't even share it with them. They only taste it when she doesn't want to eat the remaining goodies she bake. The taste is superb. She put cheese and fruits flavor. Now she doesn't want to know until when she's gonna bake this kind of food. She even put it on display saying its the delicacies for pregnant women. She even call it preggy sweet-sour goodies.
Which is salable to the pregnant women who love sour taste. Even some of their customers bought it. And they love the new flavor.
Tila sya ang asawa nito. Dahil lahat ng bilin ng doctor sya ang mga tagapagpapaalala rito na sa tuwina ay tinututulan nito. Matigaa ang ulo nito at ang kagustuhan lamang nito ang gustong mangyari. Kating kati na syang tawagan at ipaalam sa pinsan ang asal ni Pauline ngunit ayaw nyang mauwi sa tampuhan ang kalagayan nito.
Pagtitiisn nya na lamang ito hanggang makauwi ang kanyang pinsan. Ilang araw na lamang ay makakabalik na ito mula sa two weeks nitong business trip sa new York.
Every night itong tumatawag sa kaibigan. At gusto nyang masuka minsan sa paglalambingan ng mga ito. Gusto nyang matawa dahil ang kilalang kaibigan ay di ganoon umasta ngunit dahil buntis ito di nito mapigil ang emosyong dala ng anak nitong di pa nailalabas sa mundo.
God, now she's having second thought marrying someone. Then Lewis enter her mind unexpectedly. She knows deep inside her heart the gut has a big place for it. But she's afraid thats why as much as possible she resisted him. She just doesn't know until when she can denied her feelings for him. Because she's afraid they won't last and ended up hurting each other.