Selena's POV
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I forgot everything that happened. Except for Autumn. I can't believe that I lost almost all of my memories except for all of the times we shared together... and Nash. I can't believe it. I smiled at the thought of Nash, and I felt a hot blush creeping on my cheeks at the mention of his name. He means the world to me. I love him so much- it would be absolutely amazing if I got to meet him. But I know he'll never love me because well... I'm not as perfect as some of his fans, and I have scarred and slashed wrists that I know he wouldn't like because he'd probably think I was a psychopath.
"Selena... I have to tell you something really important..." Autumn said, extremely concerned. "I need you to listen very carefully. Well first off, you're very lucky you-well...we survived that fall. Second, you have lost a lot of your memory. All you really remember is me and the MAGCON boys. Third, they had to do surgery on you to make sure everything in your brain was ok. And lastly- it wasn't. They found a tumor in your brain. You only have 21 years to live. I'm sorry." She had a huge lump in her throat and she was choking on her words trying to get them out. She continued on, "please don't take this as a joke. 21 seems like a lot, but it will honestly be gone before you know it. So have fun and be a kid because it's not going to last forever."
In my head I was singing a song. A beautiful song. With a beautiful melody. And I can relate to it. A lot.
Forever young, I want to be forever young. Do you really want to live forever? Forever? And ever? Forever young, I want to be forever young...
Do I really want to live forever? I don't know. I don't think so.
I instantly thought of Nash. 21 years. I only have 21 years to be able to meet my idol. I need a plan.
I heard my phone go off.
"@Nashgrier: Boston- getting ready to see all of your beautiful faces soon!!!"
I screamed. Then I realized I was still in the hospital. Oops.
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A/N hey it's short I know but I didn't even feel like updating today so BE HAPPY! ☺️
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