Nash's POV
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"Well there is this one girl... Her name is... Autumn Anderson. She's in my biology class and oh my goodness she is the most beautiful girl I have ever met in my life. And when you told me that you like Selena,-" Matt was talking before I cut him off.
"No. I don't like her. I love her." I corrected him.
"How can you love her already? You barely know her." Matt replied.
"I can tell. It's because I've never felt this way about anyone in my life before. She's so much more than just some girl I have to hook up with or take pictures with just for publicity. I took her out for a walk today and that's why I'm here. Her annoying ass boyfriend was beating her up so I beat the shit out of him and brought her here, where she's safe in my arms. I have gotten to know her well enough. Like how her favorite color was blue, her mom was an alcoholic and had to be kicked out of her house and her dad lied to her and told her that she died just so he could prevent her from wanting to hurt herself even though she already did. You know why? Because she had such a bad life at home. And because of us, she loved all of us so much and we never had the chance to save her because she thought that we would never notice her and her friend,"
I started crying. But I tried to hold back my tears as I continued.
"And her uncle raped her and killed her father and her friend was too late by the time she came to her house and she was in such shock that she locked herself in the bathroom with a razor blade and a whole cabinet full of medication. She tried to overdose and kill herself and she already had cut her arms endlessly. Her friend had to open the door with a gun and she tried to grab the gun but her friend wouldn't let her and she calmed her down and she didn't kill herself. But there was a funeral for her father and she saw her mother and realized that she had to go live with her and she got pissed at her dad for lying to her even though he was dead. She wanted him dead. So she jumped off of a suicide cliff and tried commiting suicide again but she didn't die and she was just unconscious and lost most of her memory. But do you know what she does remember? Me. She remembers me. And her feelings towards me. She remembers all of us. But me specifically. She remembers that she hadn't commit suicide earlier because of me. Me. I know she is funny, she's trying to stay strong, she wants to start a new life with a new memory. And I know that she wants me to be in that new life with her. And I wish I could do the same. I don't want her in my life. I need her. I need her so bad that it hurts. And I've never felt this way about anyone before. This is all new to me. But I love it. And I love her..." I tried to finish as fast as I could. I had a huge lump in my throat and I was crying uncontrollably. Tears were spilling out of my eyes like never before. It was the truth. I love her and I need her in my life as fast as possible.
"You know something else about her? She wants 3 kids, a loyal husband, and she wants a man with dignity and respect. Something that she thinks only I can provide her." I continue. Why am I still talking?
"My chances are slipping away, Matt. I... I... I kissed her. I kissed her and you know what she did? She walked away. She simply walked away as if her future hadn't been kissing her. You don't even know how much I need her. You don't even know how much she needs me."
"Look, I know you think this about her now, but there will be someone else coming along in about a week or so.." Matt said. Was he serious right now?
"NO I WON'T I'M TELLING YOU THAT THIS IS FUCKING DIFFERENT MATT LISTEN TO ME!" I yelled in Matt's face. He doesn't understand.
"Whatever Matt. You can't even support your best friend in getting a girl. Who are you? This isn't the Matt I used to know. And I want him back." I replied. So sick of this bullshit. How many times do I need to fucking tell him that I need her. I need her. I don't want anyone else. And I don't need anyone else. Only her.
"Don't try to bullshit me right now Nash, I know what you did..."
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A/N hey omfg I haven't updated in forever and I feel so bad but I have so much stuff to do and I've been really busy lately so hopefully I'll have 2-3 more chapters up by Monday and yeah I hope you likes this and stay tuned for the next chapter!!
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