Autumns POV
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I didn't want to tell her about the baby. Babies. I am lost in my own words, and nearly vomit at the mention of the babies. I can't believe this happened to me. Even thought I love Matt, I feel like having them this young is way too much. And Matt and I only met about a year ago, so it's hard to believe I'm already pregnant with his kids.
But do I even want it? Does he even want it?
I excuse myself from the table to go to the bathroom and I decide to call Matt.
"Hey babe, what's up?" He answers on the second ring.
"I don't know if I ever asked you... But do you even want these kids? I mean no abortion, but maybe adoption? I don't know. I want your opinion on it. I honestly don't know what to do."
"Well..."
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Selena's POV
"Excuse me, I just need to go to the bathroom really quick," Autumn tells me.
"Oh yeah, sure no problem," I reply.
Moments later, my phone vibrates on the table.
Nash.
I feel a rush of butterflies roaming around in my stomach at the mention of his name flashing amongst my iPhone screen.
"Hello?" I answer.
"Baby? I need to talk to you. Now. Where are you?"
"I'm out to eat at the Common Ground with Autumn, why what's up?"
"I'll be there in 10. Don't leave."
Slightly nervous, I wait.
••7 minutes later••
Autumn still hasn't returned yet, so I got slightly worried. I scurried to the bathroom the see her throwing up into the toilet over and over. I rush over to her and immediately pull her hair out of her face and rub her back as she pukes into the toilet bowl one last time. Once she was done, I helped her off of the floor and washed her mouth and hands in the sink. I pulled out a wisp and handed it to her as she began brushing her teeth with it.
"Oh my god Autumn, are you okay?"
"Yeah, fine. That's what being pregnant does to you," she chuckles nervously.
I wrap our food in to-go boxes and I tell Nash what happened and to meet me at the house since Autumn was tired.
•Moments Later•
As Autumn was fast asleep, I heard a knock on the door. It was Nash. I stepped outside to talk to him as I immediately began tearing up at the sight of him with his deep blue eyes a bloodshot red, tears staining his cheeks, and low whimpers escaping his mouth.
Without thinking, I kiss away the tear stained cheeks, and ask him what was wrong.
His knees buckled as he dropped down to the concrete ground with tears bursting from his eyes. I comfort him in the best way as I can as he whimpers into my shoulders.
"I need you, Selena. I'm trying. I'm trying to change. I need you. I don't know any other way to say it. I love you so much and I don't ever want to let you go but all because I keep fucking up I can't have you, and that's all I've ever wanted, that's all I've ever needed, I just need you. I love you so much I promise I'll never hurt you ever again just please take me back, please."
Just then I saw a car.
"NASH NO!" I screamed.
It's headlights shined straight at us as I pushed him out of the road and jumped in front of the car.
Then it all went black...
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A/N updateddddd :P :) so happy to do this again. I missed writing. Haven't been writing much lately, sorry, but I definitely feel like I'm evolving as a writer and getting better sooo YAASS.
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