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Okay so a lot has been going on and I haven't updated a lot. I have a lot of writing that isn't like. Structured like poetry, sitting in my notes rn. I thought about starting a new poetry book and changing my style to fit that kind of prose type shit (same style as Somewhere Vague and Detailed) and idk. Opinions on that would be cool. Bc they could go here if they wanted. (Here I am talking about words as if they live, breathe, and can desire. I need sleep. Pls help) but yeah, let me know what you think on that. Bc I really don't know what the fuck to do.

I now have a YouTube channel, with one of my songs posted. I don't use my own beats though. Yet at least. And imma keep posting on there, once I get my bf to like edit the recordings over the tracks and shit. Two should go up soon. But I've been writing a lot. I love what I do. I push myself to write even when it's shit bc it's almost like I need to write the bad out of my system before I can write something good lately? But like. Why should shitty attempts stop me from what I love? So fuck it.

I'll post some lyrics soon. But I figured I needed an update on shit. And I don't update my rant book worth a shit and this is all mostly directed to my creative work so it seemed kinda fitting.

12-4-17
I have a new poetry book, but Self Deception isn't going to end, I'll just be updating two poetry books regularly and shit. So go check out Skies. 🤘

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