Sometimes we feel like we got life all planned out. We plan for the future but fail to live in the present.
Everything seems perfect to the public eye but behind close doors it's the complete opposite. Heaven becomes Hell but we have no choice but...
So apparently we're getting out Internet taken away and we're going to have to pay for everything we use so this might be the last chapter I post 😭
GO VOTE ON THAT NET NEUTRALITY SHIT BRO CAUSE I AINT PAYING FOR SHIT
GOT ME ALL THE WAY FUCKED UP
ANYWAYS ENJOY❤️
DESIRE
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I sat on the bed lining up the white powered as I took a shot of Tequila. I needed to feel numb. I felt like I was slowly losing myself and driving myself crazy.
I snorted the line then threw my head back
"Des you home?" I Heard Dave's voice boom through the apartment
I jumped up quickly hiding everything and trying to clean up the nightstand before he walked in
"What are you doing?" He asked
"Nothing whats up?" I asked standing in front of the nightstand
"I need to talk to you about something but I want you to be honest with me"
I scrunched my face at his words because he's never asked me be honest I thought he would know that I'm always honest well at least with the stuff that I could be honest about
"Okay what is it?"
"Did you try and Fuck my brother?"
When he said that my heart sank. Why would he think that? I never even gave a vibe that I liked him. If anything I tried to stay as far away as possible from Jerome
"No why would you think that?" I asked
"Because I asked him if he knew why you were acting the way you were since I noticed that you started acting up and shit since he got here"
"Excuse me acting up? Really? You think I'm acting up?"
"I mean you was all good until he walked through so let me know. Is that why you upset? Cause my big bro ain't tryna give you no play?" He said as he leaned against the wall staring at me
I looked at him like he had 3 heads.
"Let me ask you some. Do you think I'm a hoe? Like I know I slept with guys for money before but that was only like twice. But do you think I sleep with everyone who crosses my path?" I said walking closer to him
I wanted to know his answers. I wanted him to tell me straight up what the Fuck it was.
"Nah man but that's my brother and if you over being like this and shit crying because my brother don't want you while laying in bed with me then I need to know"
"Fuck your fucking brother Dave Fuck him" I yelled
He quickly got off the wall standing straight mugging me
"You better watch how the fuck the you talk about my brother Desire. I don't take that disrespect shit lightly so be careful with your choice of words" He warned but all I did was laugh
"Fuck you laughing for? I ain't say no funny shit for you to be laughing yo head off"
The cocaine was kicking in so this could go either good or bad . I was either gonna get bold and tell him out it is. Break down crying or Both And I was not ready for the outcome of this
"Yeah you did. Everything that came out yo mouth was fucking hilarious" I laughed louder
"Desire you're fucking testing me G. I'm trying have a serious conversation and shit and you over here acting like this"
"Nigga what serious conversation? You basically calling me a hoe. Telling me that I'm upset and crying because I can't get dick from your brother. Making it seem like I'm fucking you when I'm really tryna be with him. I told you I didn't fuck him"
"You're over fucking doing it G. Making shit more than it is. He was probably telling the truth then. Just like them niggas in school said. You was popping yo pussy for everyone. Heard you was popping it for yo dad too" He snapped
I never thought I would hear those words come from his mouth
I didn't saying nothing. I simply walked over to the closet getting his clothes and throwing them out. Here I was suffering to keep a man happy but he throws shit in my face.
"Fuck you doing" he yelled
"Fuck it look like David? Getting yo shit so you can leave. I don't want to ever see you again" I yelled this time tears fell
"You really doing this?"
"Do you know how much what you just said hurt? I've sacrificed everything for you but apparently shit ain't enough"
"Look Ight Im sorry I shouldn't have snapped like that and I surely don't think your a Hoe. Ight I just don't like that you said fuck my brother. He's all I have so of course ima protect him at all cost and not take any disrespect towards him"
I shook my head letting the tears fall freely. He pulled me into a hug but I quickly pushed him away walking to the other side of the room.
I couldn't let him near me. This just fucked every last bit of trust I had for people. I let him in and confided in him to keep me safe but hear he was just like the others. Speaking before knowing shit.
"Desire on my OG grave Im sorry"
"Nah Fuck your Im sorry. You don't half the shit I went through. You think you had it bad? You don't know Shit" I snapped
"Fuck are you talking about?" He asked looking confused
"Nah you want to know the truth let's get it out the way. I know you remember the video that was leaked of me almost a year ago"
"Yeah I remember what about it?"
"Dave I was raped in that video. I pleaded and begged for him to stop. For him to let me go but all he said nah baby your pussy's too good. And not only that it was leaked for the whole world to see. That same mother fucker has been raping me for a while now. Taking every last bit of life I have every time he does it"
He stood there looking at me and even had a few tears falling as well
"Who's that bastard?" He asked as he clenched his jaw and balled his fist
"Jerome"
Oop cats out the bag 🙃
What will happen now🤔
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