Sometimes we feel like we got life all planned out. We plan for the future but fail to live in the present.
Everything seems perfect to the public eye but behind close doors it's the complete opposite. Heaven becomes Hell but we have no choice but...
I'm honestly irritated with everything that I just feel like deleting this whole book along with my account 😒
This book ain't shit anyways 🙄
DAVE
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"She moved her hand" I got up saying
"She what?" Layla and Kain said coming to me
I picked up Heaven grabbing Desire's hand again hoping she would do it again.
"Mommy awake?" Heaven asked
"I don't know baby" I told her
"Aye ima take her to the cafeteria while you get the doctors"Layla said as she took her from me
I nodded my head watching them walk out. Once I made sure they were gone I slid my chair closer to the bed grabbing her hand again instead of getting the doctors
"Desire Baby please wake up. I can't do this without you. I know I've been an asshole lately but I don't mean to be. Please don't leave me. Heaven needs you. She started calling you mommy. She needs you to be here for her. You need to wake up so we can start on our own family. Kain and Layla miss you. You have a bright future as a lawyer baby girl. I love you Desire. Shit fuck that I'm in love with you" I admitted
After all this time I finally came with terms that I'm in love with this girl. I mean how can I not be? She's everything a nigga could want.
I kissed her hand when all of a sudden her machine started going crazy and her body started shaking.
I quickly got up running out so I could get the doctors.
"Quick Someone get in here somethings wrong" I screamed in panic
"What's wrong?" a nurse asked
"I don't know her body's shaking and her machine is going crazy"
"Code ten. Code ten" She yelled and a bunch of nurses ran in with all these machines followed by doctors.
I tried to walk back in there but they wouldn't let me
"Sorry sir but we need you to stay out here until we get her stabilized" A nurse said
I nodded my head in understanding
I sat on the floor outside her room as tears started falling from my eyes. I was scared..
"God please don't take her from us. I need her. We all need her. Please.I'm sorry for every fucked up thing I've ever done just please don't take her away" I prayed
I got up and started pacing back and fourth trying to calm down my nerves. The anticipation of not knowing what's going on inside that room was driving me crazy. I wanted to be there with her.