All Falls Down (Dave East)

Chapter 41

NOT EDITED!!!!!!

So looks like I'll be doing a happy chapter with some drama for Christmas 😭😊

DESIRE

I turned to face him completely as he stood their with his hands in his pocket.

"Talk about?" I asked taking a strand of hair and putting It behind my ear.

"Can I come in?" He asked

I thought for a moment then turned back around unlocking the door and letting him in.

He walked in taking a seat on the couch. I hung my purse and sweater up then took a seat on the couch in front of him

"Speak" I told him

"First and foremost I'll like to apologize for everything I said. I didn't mean shit that came out my mouth and I put that on my mama. I shouldn't have came at you the way I did especially when you had my best interest at heart. I admit I act out of anger instead of thinking before taking action. I was stressed out about the whole not having my mom or siblings here with me and then the fact that I have a baby on the way that I don't want or am ready for that it cause me to spazz out and you were the closet person so I took it out on you"  he admitted

"I understand that you were stressed but the fact that you threw my past in my face. You basically implied that I lied about being raped and all the Shit that had happened to me. You called me a hoe and pointed out all my insecurities. You were the only person I actually let in and confided in. I let you in and went out of my way to make you happy. I took all that fucking abuse from your brother because you were happy and i didn't want nothing to happen to you but you turn around and basically tell me that I liked it. Telling that I sacrificed my pussy when nigga I sacrificed everything. My body, my emotional and mental health and better yet my happiness but apparently it didn't mean Shit to you"  I said trying to fight back tears

"And I realize that And i feel like a complete idiot. I don't think your lying about shit and Jerome is still going to run me my one. I can't thank you enough for all the shit you've done for me and that you keep doing even though you mad at a nigga. I was wrong and I'm man enough to admit that I was wrong. You're not a hoe far from it actually. I hate that we went from being close to this Shit and I can't stress enough how sorry I am"

"Honestly I don't know if I can accept your apology yet. That shit hurt me deep. Deeper than you can imagine because you were honestly the last person I'd expect to ever throw shit at me especially when I did nothing to you" I let a few tears fall

DAVE