Sometimes we feel like we got life all planned out. We plan for the future but fail to live in the present.
Everything seems perfect to the public eye but behind close doors it's the complete opposite. Heaven becomes Hell but we have no choice but...
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I stood there not being able to move. Standing in my home was the man who caused hell in my life along with that bastard Roman.
He was free and roaming the streets again. I felt like my breath was slowly fading and my heart beat was increasing. I knew I was about to start hyperventilating
I guess Dave sensed it because he wrapped his arm around my waist bringing me closer to him
"Why don't ya'll look so happy?" Layla asked looking around
"Lala can you give us a moment alone please?"Dave asked
She looked around once more before walking out
"What are you doing here?" Dave spat
"Listen I know you guys are upset with me but I came in peace. I came to talk to you guys"
"Talk? What can there possibly be to talk about?" He asked
He was doing all the talking because I couldn't talk. I was still shocked at the fact that he's in my house. That he's actually here.
Part of me wanted to run and hide another part of me wanted to slice his throat. I wanted him to feel my pain but I don't think I can handle another aftermath. I don't think I can handle killing another human ever again. No matter how fucked up they treat me.
"Listen Desire. I'm sorry. From the bottom of my heart. I'm sorry for raping you at that party. I'm sorry for leaking the video and I'm sorry for telling some of the kids at your school that you sleep with your dad"
"You did what?" I finally spoke up
All this time I wondered how they find out about Roman raping me. Of course nobody saw it as rape. Everyone said I slept with him and that's why I was always wearing the nicest clothes and shoes.
"After the incident in the bathroom I went and fucked another girl. We were talking and shit and she asked why was I in the bathroom with you. I told her you let me fuck because your a hoe. She ain't believe it so I told her that you even be fucking your dad for money"
I shook my head laughing a bit. I don't know what it was that came over me but I ran up on him punching him in the jaw. I gave him another punch before Dave pulled me off
"You fucking bastard. You ruined my fucking life. You caused me so much fucking pain. I should fucking kill you" I yelled by now tears were falling and my anger was raising.
At this point it was fuck the consequences. I wanted him dead
"I deserve that. I'll admit it"
"What's going on in here?" Layla asked running back in the kitchen to see the commotion
"Nothing Layla get out of here. Take Kain and Heaven and go out to eat" Dave said handing her some money
"But I don't want to leave.I want to know what's going" She looked at Jerome who was rubbing his jaw and my who was a crying mess. My jaw wash clenched and my fists were balled up. I was ready to attack.
"Layla go" Dave yelled
She jumped a bit then quickly ran out.
We watched as she grabbed Kain and Heaven leaving out the house. As soon as i seen the door close I ran back up to Rome punching him again
"Desire stop" Dave yelled puling me away again
He picked me up placing me on the other side of the island.
"How can you tell me to stop?" I asked him
If anybody should understand why I'm so mad it should be him.
"Just stop ight. Now come continue" He turned his attention to Rome.
Was he serious right now? Did really just ask him to continue. He should be kicking him out.
"Like I was saying I'm sorry. I'm sorry for raping you that night for money. Yo ex nigga bet me 2 grand that I couldn't fuck you. At the time I was in desperate need of some money so I went ahead and said fuck it. I knew you wouldn't just plain out have sex with me so I used some force. I thought you would enjoy it after a while I didn't plan for it to be a full out rape" He said
"So for 2 grand you raped me? And what about all those other times huh? You fucking raped me a whole year. Every day when Dave wasn't around and you caught me slipping you raped me. You beat me and raped me Jerome. You caused hell for me. You made me scared to live in my own house. To even go to sleep at night" I started crying again.
Dave walked over to me pulling me in a hug. Even thought I didn't really want to be touched by him it still felt good to be in his arms.
DAVE
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I hugged Desire tight while looking over at Jerome.
They needed this. Both of them did. Desire had held some much of this anger in that she needed to let it all out.
She tried so much to please others and put her feelings to the side and that wasn't healthy
So right now I was letting her let it all out and who better to let it out on than the nigga who caused all the hurt and pain.
I was letting her get it all out I just couldn't let her keep hitting him because I didn't want him to snap and hit her back.
It'll probably trigger something and bring back memories that I tried so hard to make her forget about.
"I know everything after that it was just me. I don't know. I was always horny and your pussy's good asf so I went after you. After a while I started feeling the power I had over you. I know it's sick and I promise I regret every moment of it. I don't expect you to forgive me now maybe ever but I needed to get my apology out there. I want to be in my siblings life. Dave man I'm sorry but don't shut me out. I changed I promise I did. Don't keep me away from Layla and Kain" He practically begged"
"Fuck you and fuck your apology" Des yelled throwing a knife that I didn't even know she had.
Jerome ducked before it could hit him.
"Des just finish hearing him out" I told her
She snatched out my grip looking me in my face.
"You want me to hear him out? You want me to sit here and listen to him when he took the only thing that I wanted more than life" She cried even more
"What are you talking about Desire?" I asked confused
