Chapter 75

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Sophie's POV

I found Thomas sitting on a hay bale inside the barn
"Thomas honey are you ok" I asked
"It's my fault" he sobbed
"It's not your fault honey your mama was in an accident" I said pulling him over to me
"It's because I said I wanted to live with you and daddy"
"Thomas I swear to god you saying that didn't make this happen. I don't want you thinking like that ok. Your daddy and I love you and you are not going to be alone ok" I said hugging him
He was in fits of uncontrollable crying
"Promise...(sob)....you.... (sob)... won't ....(sob)....send...(sob)...me away"
"We won't buddy" Luke said leaning against the barn door
Thomas ran towards him and Luke dropped to his knee and gave him the tightest hug ever and both of them where crying
"I promise we are keeping you here with us and when your little brother or sister is here we are going to be the best family ever"
"I love you daddy and I love you too Sophie and   I would love you to be my new mama" he said
"We love you to baby"
"Thomas how about you go inside and find meemaw daddy just needs to speak to Sophie"
"Ok"

We watched him run inside, my heart was breaking for him, having to deal with the loss of his mama at such a young age.
"You ok Luke" I asked
"I'm so sad baby, I know she wasn't in my life but she was my boys mama and we did have good times" he said
"I know baby I know, but I'm here for both of you and don't be afraid to grieve, I know you had a past before me" I said hugging him
"Thank you baby." He said
"Have you spoke to Caroline's family yet"
"Not yet, I want to offer my help with the funeral and we have loads of things to do."
"You better let Kerrie know you will need to cancel Crash my Playa"
"I'm not cancelling it baby it's over three weeks away I can't do that to my fans. I want you and Thomas there with me, because with the things coming up in the next week or two we will definitely need to get away" he said
"Are you sure baby"
"Yes I am and thats final" he snapped
My eyes started to fill up with tears, dang pregnancy hormones
"You don't need to yell Luke" I said
"Oh baby I'm so sorry I don't mean to. Come on let's get inside and I need to speak to mama to see if she can watch Thomas for a few days as we need to go to Georgia"

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