Finding Happiness book II- Falling into Place

Chapter 30-- The Truth Revealed II- London

Jane's P.O.V

Many thoughts have been going through my mind, but the one that I have really been thinking about is planning on many ways to kill that wicked bitch. The thoughts have crossed my mind. Lord knows I wanted to get on the flight to Chicago instead of London, but then I thought about my family and how the bitch is not worth losing my family for.

I just can't imagine how cruel people can be just for power and money or just for them to feel superior over others. How can you kill a child. I'm baffled, and to think she also calls herself a mother.

I just can't sit still and wait for a long investigation. I can't stand it, I want vengeance. I want__ Ugh!!! I can't stand this. She's still living free and large. She has no conscience or whatsoever. I'm so mad, I can't believe I lived with her. I invited her to my home, my wedding. She smiled and laughed in my face in my mother's face.

And my father... uh... I don't even have words to describe his ignorance. Right under his nose. How oblivious is he? Wow!

"Breathe Jane breathe... calm down. I can do this, she's not worth it. Think about Liam, Ian, Mira, mom, Julie. I have control over my emotions. I have the power, I am strong. I am a wife, a mother, a child, a sister. My family needs me and I'm gonna be there for them. I can do this." I chanted undertone.

I could see Julie waiting for me when I got off the plane. Mira is still sleeping, I tightened my grip on Mira's baby stroller to make sure I don't get too emotional. I cleared my throat and walked towards her. She opened her arms and I went in for a hug. I tried to hold back my tears.

"I can't ask you if you're okay because I can tell" She said sadly while hugging me.

"I can't tell you everything is going to be fine especially with mom. I can't say if the investigation is going to go well. But I can say we are going to fight. We are going to get justice for the nine-year old boy that loved life and enjoyed every bit of it. For the boy who was taking from the mother he couldn't live without, and his sisters who were his best friends. We are going to be there for mom. We will make sure she doesn't relive the horrible moment she heard the time of death of her son, or the day she had to watch him go six feet under the ground. I just want you to be ready for whatever happens from here okay?" She said holding back her tears.

I nodded vigorously. I took a deep breath. "How was your flight?" She asked on our way to her car. "Exhausting, I had to get busy with work and Mira to get my mind off things." I told her.

"How's mom?" I asked. "She's fine, she doesn't know yet. Mom doesn't know you're here so we're going to head to my house first, and talk about how to tell mom. Ryan is working with the detectives and with good lawyers that works for his firm. He's gonna fill us in when he gets back. I sent the kids to their grandma, so the house is gonna be quiet." Julie explain. She must be having a hard time than I am because she sees mom a lot.

"I hoping this case goes well because I don't know what I'm capable of doing if it doesn't" I blurted out. Julie held my hand giving me comfort.

I'm glad Mira is sleeping well.

"You know I just couldn't believe. It's been almost twenty years and it's been hard to let go. It like we moved on but didn't let go. I thought time heals everything, but I guess something wasn't right that our heart refuse to let it go, to let him go. I knew in my heart after he died that something was not right with the way we lost him. We must have felt so wronged deep inside that we just couldn't get over his death. We never got the closure. Mom still finds it hard to visit his grave. I just don't know how she's gonna take this information." Julie said deep in thoughts.

"I'm scared, mom might not take this well." I said putting my bags in the closet. "When do you think we should tell her?" I asked Julie. "As soon as possible, the detectives advised us to because they need to speak with her too."