Finding Happiness book II- Falling into Place

Chapter 37 - Getting to know me (Unedited)

Jane's P.O.V
Today is my fifth day at the hospital and things still seem crazy. I don't see Luke running through the hallway to me. I still don't have a phone to talk to anyone. I read news about my accident in the newspaper and also saw the local news station announce it, but the Jane mentioned is so different from me and so grown. This all seem fake to me, and it depresses me that I'm not sure about all of it. Even though I've come to understand that I lost my memory, it's still unbelievable.

They are telling me I'm in my 30's, married with kids and a COO of my dream company. And I'm back to 20 years old me? This prank is going too far. I don't remember dreaming this far ahead in life.

My said husband has been visiting me, but I never said any word to him. I cannot pretend to know him.

"So sorry I'm late. I had to wrap up few things at work to get more time. I'm here now, are you ready to go?" Arie walked in and gave me a small smile.

I nodded, standing up.

"Honestly, I'm tired of visiting you at the hospital. It always something. I only want to come here for babies not you getting hurt" Arie said in a worried tone.

"Have I been hospitalized before? What happened?" I asked curiously.

"Don't even get me started, remember when you got sho_" She covered her mouth immediately with a sorry face. "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have brought that up. You don't need to worry yourself about that now. Okay come on let's go I bet you're ready to get out of here" Arie rambled and walked out.

I followed her steps confused as ever. We got my discharge documents and left the hospital. The drive is so nice it seems like I haven't seen the world in forever. And this is my first time in New York, oh wait no it's not. I was told I moved here years ago and my life is here now, but I feel like this is my first time. Everything here is new to me.

The only person I recognize and trust is Arie. Everyone else that has been visiting and introducing themselves are all strangers to me. I haven't seen the kids yet though, which frankly I'm thankful because I would freak out and not know how to act.

I mean I HAVE KIDS!!! Not one but two! I'm too young to be a mother. I can't even believe I lost my virginity and I have no memory of whom I lost it to.

I bring the car window down to feel the fresh air, I closed my eyes and took it all in. For a second I felt so free and good. I could feel Aries eyes on me sometimes.

The ride is taking forever, damn where does she live?

"Arie you have been driving for over an hour now, where do you live it's so far." I said complaining.  "Don't worry we will be at the place soon. Actually, we are about to be at your house. You need to get the things you need and I can't come in here alone because of security. And before you get mad Liam is not home. No one is, well except the securities and those that help maintain the house." Arie explained herself.

I would get mad but weirdly I don't have the energy.

"I also don't know what to get, you keep forgetting I don't remember anything. You just want me to walk into the house I don't remember?" I said to her.

"We are going to figure it out, I know what the grown Jane would have loved to have, well it would be her family_" She started.

"Well, I'm not her I'm sorry. You know Arie, you have changed." I said not even sure who she is anymore. She's all grown and fancy with this fancy car she's riding.

"I'm sorry I keep saying things I'm not supposed to say. I just don't know what to do or say. And we all changed Jane. We are in our 30's with great careers and families. It's weird to you but this is your life, and you loved it so much." She said and I could feel how honest she is.