Unprofessional

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Oh my god I really didn't just say that?!

I'm sitting on the bathroom floor against the locked door.

Did I mean what I just blurted out. I thought I loved Kyle but only for those first few months. Then he broke everything for me. I'd only say it to him, so he wouldn't get pissed off. I've only known Caleb for three weeks! How could I say I love him?

He has been the only one to actually show me genuine affection. I feel comfortable around him. We get along great with each other. He's nice and sweet with me. And very patient with me. I completely trust him. He makes me laugh and makes me feel better about myself.

I am in love with Caleb.

"Jade open the door please."

I get off the floor and unlock the door. Caleb turns the knob opening the door. I stare down at the floor avoiding any eye contact. Which I know makes him mad but not that kind of mad.

"Baby look at me."

I don't move. I keep my head down.

"Baby please look at me. Please."

I can hear the pleading in his voice. I look up at his face. Looking at his beautiful brown eyes.

"Did you mean what you said."

"Yes." I say quietly to him.

"Jade, I love you too."

"You do?"

"Yes I do. I love you."

"I love you too."

I've got tears rolling down my cheeks. Then I feel Caleb's hands cupping my face. Wiping my tears away with his thumbs.

"The only time you cry because of me is only going to be happy tears. I promise you that."

He leans down kissing my lips. I run my hands through his hair. He moves his hands to my hips picking me up. I wrap my legs around his waist.

He carries me to our bedroom. He kicks the door shut.

He lays me down gently on to the bed. We still haven't broken the kiss. I start pulling at his shirt.

He finally breaks our kiss and unbuttons his shirt slowly. It was like torture. He removes his shirt and throws it across the room.

I'm breathing heavily. From being very turned on and very nervous.

"Are you ok?"

I just shake my head. "Do you trust me?"

"More then anything. Am just really nervous" 

"Please don't be nervous. I'll take very good care of you."

He pulls me up so I'm sitting up. He pulls my shirt over my head. He starts kissing my jaw line up to my ear lobe. He moves one hand behind my back unclasping my bra. I try to cover myself when I last back down.

"Uh uh baby no covering up."

I slowly move my arms from my body. Showing myself to him. He looks down at me. I'm hoping he doesn't notice.

"Where are all these scars from baby?"

"That's why I tried to cover myself. I didn't want you to see them."

Caleb's POV.

I'm looking down at her beautiful face. Slowly making my way down her body. Her tits were perfect. Her pink nipples were hard. Then I looked down further to her stomach area. There were at least 20 small razor blade like scars. I can see in her face she's embarrassed by her body. I lean down kissing her neck making my way down to her collar bone. Down to her right nipple. I slowly start sucking on her already hard nipple. I hear her moan softly as she's running her hands through my hair. Damn she's perfect.

Caleb stops sucking on my swollen nipple and he looks at me.

"Did he do this to you?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Every scar is for when I said no to having sex with him. So he took a razor blade and made a cut. He told me with these scars no other man would want me so I should just given in to him but I never did."

"FUCK!"

Caleb yells loudly. I flinch under him.

"Oh shit baby please don't be scared of me."

"Are you mad at me?"

"Jade I'm not mad at you. I can't be mad at you. I hate that prick for doing this to you. I don't give a flying fuck about what he said to you. I want you. I think you're beautiful please never forget that."

I reach my hands up around his neck pulling him closer to me. I bring his lips to mine. I want him so bad right now. He makes his way down my body.

Kissing every scar on my stomach. He unbuttons my jeans sliding them off my legs. I couldn't help but shiver when his finger tips touched my bare legs.

He cups my pussy over my panties.

"You're very wet for me baby."

He starts slowly sliding down my panties. He stands up and takes off his pants and boxer briefs. He kneels at the end of the bed grabbing my legs pulling my pussy to his mouth.

"Your pussy isn't ready for my cock yet baby."

His tongue lightly grazes my lips making me arch my back. He opens my lips with his fingers placing his mouth over my clit. I moan loudly. I can already feel pressure building up.

He's barely started to touch me and I already need to cum. He slowly slides a finger inside my wet hole. He slides it slowly in and out. I grab ahold of the bed.

I try to move away from him but he grabs my hips pushing me closer to him.

He starts rubbing my clit with his thumb while pushing his finger in me. I clench around his finger. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I screamed out his name while I came.

My legs where shaking and I could feel a puddle underneath my ass. He didn't stop though.

He added more pressure to my clit. Making me moan even louder.

"I'm not even close to being finished with you."