Paroxysm |✓

Toxic

I don't want to talk,
I just want this to end
After all that's happened,
I need a real friend

Not someone who hurts,
Who threatens, who hates
I don't want to be a part-
Of all the drama you create

You turned my friends into foes,
You made my world a living hell
You say I ruined everything,
Does that ring a bell?

You made my shred of self esteem,
Turn to dust
You made my armour,
Weaken and rust

That's what I meant by toxic,
Now do you understand?
When I was at my weakest,
I just needed a hand

So don't go telling everyone,
That I am weak and broken
For after what you did,
My inner demons have awoken

Perhaps I was always cracked,
Not at the surface, but inside,
And now that you've exposed me,
I have nowhere left to hide

But was I the one who succumbed?
Was I the one to pass the blame?
I accept I made mistakes,
But for those should I be shamed?

We all have a list of sins,
Written against our names
But one thing I know for sure,
Is that I don't play your dangerous games

So let me make this clear,
I just want this to end
For after everything that's happened,
All I need is a friend.

~Via
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A/N
I'm so sorry for the notification bursts. I'm having a paroxysm of rage and writing just makes me feel better.
Thank you for reading my book!