I dreamed of welcoming you-
With open arms
And deeming myself amicable,
With faux charmsI dreamed of seeing you at bliss to be home,
But instead I've never felt more alone.I hoped to open-
The doors of my past
And revisit the memories,
Of when I'd seen you lastI hoped to see you in ecstacy,
But it looks like that was just me.I thought I'd be happier,
Than I'd been in the past week
Upon your arrival,
There'd be no tears staining my cheeksI thought it'd be like it was before,
But I've never felt more insecureI knew time would change us,
In many ways
But I thought we'd last forever,
Isn't that what they used to say?I knew those days were over, when we'd freely roam,
But I still love you the way I did, so welcome home.~Via
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