15 Reasons Why | "You Could Save Her?"

Cassette ?

David, buddy, must you always come to seek me?

Remember my black eye?

The bruises above my knee and on my rib. Wrist and elbow.

You never seem to amaze me.

Passed by my classes, and look into the window of the bus..

Was there even a point for me?..

I did see the bruises on her during class. They looked fresh.. Josh had told me he'd seen the wrist one and elbow, but he doesn't know what happened to her.

I get called a "two faced bitch", but I can never figure out why. Maybe he was right. I should just die. All my life I've must've been living in a lie. Was it even for the try?

Or should I just hide?

Why do you follow me? Can't you see I've had enough? I can't leave- I have to suffer here.

I hate you..And I want to go home.
I'll never feel safe..not when I'm alone. And it wouldn't make a difference, not to anyone.

The girls in my class had told me they had my back. But I never bothered, it'd be too much to ask.

I never eat.
But I'll get a drink.
I'd never speak in my class.
Can't even feel my own feet..

I walk in my sleep, still alive and oblique.

I cry to sleep.
I ache in pain.
I never touch the blade.
It's far too late.

Why was she..talking like that?..

My own thoughts lets loose sometimes. During classes I have none with.

David just leave me alone..

You already did enough. Sent me away and keep hurting me.

I'm just a toy..

I want to be held. Not be a fail.

Maybe if I earn it, you'll say "farewell".

You ruined my first, and you ruined my name.
Please, you already won the game..

Stop it already!
I can't sleep at night.

I see demons without a light.
I'd hug my cat, hope it stays back.
I cry in fear as I hear a crack.

I'm already scared, I don't want more. I can't even afford the dreams I wanted to be before

"You can't do that, you'll make a fool out of yourself."
I dropped out of the performance because of your tell. You made me feel weak. And made me feel shit.
You grabbed me here and just laugh about it.

I don't think this follows up with the other cassettes..this is something else. Like..secrets?

I'm a slut..is that what I am? My pride is gone, black again. I can't feel love-
Someone would have to hit me with it.
But now I'm scared I wouldn't see it.

Your lies went around and people want more. Put my head down because I didn't want aboard.

My veins are aching, I'm fighting back. Crying of the torture you gave me in the past.

Kicking me down and almost choking me.

Now I wished you really did push me onto the street. But you dragged me back.

I look at the time and I'm ready to run. Pain in my legs, I wouldn't dare to be wrong.
I survived a few fights and this was alright. Smiling on my way and say "Hello how's your day?"

I wish I'd ran into the forest when I had the chance.
I with I could've told the doctor that I need a chance.
Told the sheriff that I'm fine but now you blew my sense.

I want to die. I want to not. I'm stuck here in a box.

Filled with thoughts and filled with blocks.

I blocked all I can do.

I want to talk-and I want someone to hold me before I start crying. Because lately I just feel like dying.

The tape stops. I sigh.

Rikkun..