Neighbour | kth ✔

5 | limit

You can do this.

"Okay, Hana just walk out there. Wave him a hi, smile and walk into the kitchen."

Nodding your head at your own statement, you took a step but soon enough placed it back. It's just not that easy.

You were not confident, but that doesn't mean that you can't think you are. Now, it didn't take long for the sweat to form in your palms as you rubbed your hands against your thighs which were covered by your loose pajamas.

Looking down at yourself, you mentally cursed realizing that you looked like some alcoholic teen who was down due to her recent breakup from a not so working out relationship. Heavy eye bags were visible under your eyes, your lip tint from last night's party was smudged under your lower lip and so was your mascara.

You were so tired after coming home last night that you simply changed from your tight dress into a comfy wear without even looking at what it was. Well, it turned out to be blue pajamas where brown monkey's were smiling wearing gangster shades with a banana by there head.

Paired with a shirt that would probably be a bigger size than Jimin's shirt and had I'm a Brat imprinted on it with a pair of Patrick socks. Even if your outfit didn't make you look scary, your face did such a good work on that.

After a minute or two you took deep breaths and made a fist sign wishing yourself luck and hoping not to do something like last time. With that you finally took a step.

Thump.

Crap!!

As your feet were placed on the wooden stairs, the creek sound turned the attention of two pair of eyes on you. One was smirking and the other had a poker face with a little shook expression.

Cute.

"H– hey guys." You tried your hardest to not let out a smile as your eyes landed on the boy in front of you who looked at you back. After coming out of your little daydream which lasted for a few seconds, you let out a fake yawn.

"Go–ahhh..Good morning~." You smiled as he stood still gazing at you.

As if you weren't scared enough, the boy let out a nervous smile making
you more tense and somehow shy. Resulting in a rosy blush to creep on your cheeks.

"Good morning, Hana. You know my best friend Jungkook, right?" Jimin said after a while as he gestured his hand towards Jungkook.

"Yeah, I know. Hey there." You waved and smiled a little before rubbing your nape.

"Ya, I believe we've met before. Hi Hana." He stared at you without breaking the eye contact and you obviously stared back.

But, he wasn't looking away. Jimin on the other hand looked at the both of you with amusement, finally having seeing his little sister talking with his best friend.

Even though Jungkook was your brother's best friend, Jimin didn't really mind. For maybe he knew that you couldn't do anything because you were too naive to take a step.

Too naive.

But, even if you could have somehow gotten in a relationship with Jungkook, Jimin wouldn't mind then either. It isn't his business to give attention to anyway. Because he knew, you couldn't do anything.

Your limit would come to an end on spying, or to the even maximum of waving Jungkook a shy hello. Jimin realized that months ago and he didn't wanted your crush to only remain a past crush.

As you were both gazing at each other, Jimin cleared his throat wanting to end the love gaze that you threw towards Jungkook and the unknown look of his friend towards you.

You both came out of your little staring competition and then you quickly made your way towards your room. Not to the kitchen.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, you unknowingly let out a smile and it stretched to your ear to ear. You were so happy and you can't control your emotions right now. They're on a rush.

It was the very first time that Jungkook stared at you for so long or even throw you a look. Your heartbeat accelerated per second on such a high rate as it felt like your heart would pop out of your chest tearing your rib cage and all the muscles and skin.

Placing the back of your fingers on your cheeks, you noticed how much more warmer they were from before.

His stare.

A sudden shiver went through your body as the goosebumps arrived. As you thought about his look, his little nose, lips and veiny hands which is your forever kink,  you slowly let your body fall on your back on the soft mattress.

When you were staring at the ceiling above you, you heard the engine of a car right outside your house. Since, you were not having anything better thing to do anyway, you crawled your way to window near the bed and peeked the top of your head a little.

Maybe, now it was your habit to crawl, peek and also have your binoculars near you 24/7 for any sudden plans.

Just when your eyes landed on the car in front of your gate, you knew whose it was. But, why would he come to your house in the morning when he lives across the street.

You saw how he smiled while flashing his teeth at Jimin who smiled back. They were talking about something and having fun. You wanted that fun as well. Every thing should be fair but it wasn't to you.

But, then you couldn't stop yourself from thinking that could he be here in the morning just to see you, just to look at how you were doing. Just to know that you were alright, know as a friend maybe when he wasn't even talking to you, looking at you or even properly smiling at you.

His car drove the opposite way to his house, maybe he was going somewhere else. But, you didn't forget to notice the small stack of papers in his left hand when he opened the car door with his right one.

Your heart somehow pained, a sudden rush of more emotions made there way towards your mind. He wasn't there for you, he would never be there for you, look at you, smile at you, the way you want the things to happen will never be so.

But you smiled anyway. Because you will not stop at your limit, there will be no limit from now onwards. If you want Jeon Jungkook to only see you, you will do so.

You will make his carefree heart and body which could have a one night stand with any women, to only think of you. It won't be easy but who said that you will not work hard.

[A/N]

I apologise for the bad chapter, I'll work hard.