Neighbour | kth ✔

9 | truth

The next couple of days went by without any improvement in your mission. Mostly because you did nothing much, just stayed at home, ate, slept and tried to entertain yourself with something or the other.

Plus, you were looking for a job. Being a graduate from university with accounts, you were now in search of a decent job that would pay you enough to stand on your own feet.

Even if you were living with your parents, you didn't wanted them to look after you. You were big enough to earn for your living and you have to do it anyway so you started looking for one but got nothing.

Reminding yourself that you would look at it later, you went to bed. On closing your eyes and waiting for the sleep to take over you, you didn't feel sleepy.

So, you opened your eyes and stared at the ceiling blankly.

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Hana knew that it was wrong, in a way. But, she was compelled by her heart.

She knew that Jungkook would not look at her in any way, may it be a friend or more than a friend. He just won't.

Hana wasn't what he wanted and she always took it that way. But, she still wanted to try. Because the first time she saw him from her window, she lost herself in his eyes.

It was two years ago that Jungkook moved in this neighborhood from Busan. For the first year, she didn't throw him a look after looking at him from her window.

But, as Jimin and Jungkook got along, it became difficult to just walk past and not notice him. Hana believed that she was too young to be in a relationship and start something she wasn't ready for now at least.

She was still in university and was studying hard for her exams every day just to have a proper job in the future. Which eventually got her good grades after her hard work, she was proud of herself.

As for during the second year, Jungkook used to visit her house almost every day to meet Jimin or talk with him. They became the best of friends, inseparable.

Hana knew her brother was a playboy, but then she found out about Jungkook being one as well. Honestly, it was disappointing. Because she had thought that he was different, different from other boys who used to hit on her.

But, before she could stop herself from looking at him every day, it was too late. Hana was falling deeper, deeper and deeper for Jungkook.

It was then that the spying from neighbours yard's, planning alarms for his schedules and peeking through windows to his house and learning his plans started.

Hana was too deep to back out. While Jungkook was oblivious, anaware that someone was passing there days by only thinking and looking at him.

She saw how he bought girls to his house late at night when his parents must be asleep to not get caught and get in trouble. But, she still didn't care.

It was like her heart had taken control over her entirely. She didn't think of anything else, about how bad can the circumstances be or how bad can she be hurt.

She wasn't some high school student to have some childish crush on a neighbour because with Jungkook, her feelings were pure.

Her feelings towards him wasn't only for his body but him. Though she hadn't talked to him much except some small greetings and introductions, she still found him different.

Everytime she would look at him, her heart would start beating faster with every second passing by as it would overwhelm with an euphoric bliss.

But hana was jealous, somehow. She was jealous of those girls who would talk with him, sit with him and see him while he would do the same but then she also knew that Jungkook had no feelings for any of them. Knowing this would calm her somehow.

She became so different in just eight months as she found herself changing from the old Hana to a new one. But, still she wasn't in love.

Being in love is a big word for Hana or maybe it just really was because for her, she had a major crush or liking for Jungkook and nothing else.

Still, something in her heart scared her and she couldn't do anything to grab a hold of that feeling to throw it away.

Like what if he changes?

What if some girl suddenly shows up to him and his heart changes and stays with her?

If someone would look at her on the streets or talking to her, they would eventually think that's she's a happy go girl with no problems but honestly from within she was having a tsunami of emotions in her heart.