Falling

Chapter 38

Carmen~I laid awake all night. My first nightmare was coming back. They went away when I saw Niall and Harry again but now with all this drama it's getting worse. I couldn't stop thinking about Harry and what should I do since inhale a couple more months with him. I don't think I would take it. I missed Calum as well. His hugs and kisses and the way he made me feel. I didn't want to tell Selena because she was so HAPPY, I didn't want to ruin it. I looked at the time on my phone. 3:42 a.m. Everyone was still asleep. I got up quietly and walked to basically the living room. I sat down. The whole bus was dark and as the bus driver was driving I could see the lights if the city enter the bus. It looked beautiful. Niall walked in. "What are doing awake?" I said shocked. "I should be asking you the same thing." He said sitting next to me. I looked down. "What's wrong?" He asked pushing me hair back. "I feel my nightmares are coming back." I tear. "Well. What's making it come back?" Niall asked. "I think it's all the drama." I sniffed as he continued to brush my hair. "Well maybe you got to fix it." Niall said. I looked at him. "How do I do that?" I asked him. "Do whatever makes you happy." He told me. I slightly smiled. "Thank you." I hugged him tightly. "No need to love. I'm always going to be here." He told me brushing my hair. I soon walked to my cubby and fell asleep. "Do whatever makes you happy." I whispered to myself. I woke early that morning. I walked to the room all changed with a light purple and white blouse with light blue ripped and cream heels. i curled my hair. I then put on my jewlery. Everyone was awake. "Good morning sleepy beauty." Calum lightly laughed. I sat next to him. Harry looked at me then at Selena. She nodded and he got up. "Carmen can I talk to you?" Harry stood. I found it wierd but went with it. I still sensed Calum liked me because as Harry said that he frowned. We went to Outside. The air was cold and it blew my hair.I was still pissed at him. "What." I said crossing my hands. "Look I wanted to say I'm sorry about what happened. I was stupid and idiotic and hoping we could work through it." Harry said into my eyes. Out of all the apologies he gave me, this one felt wierd. I looked at him. I nodded. I wasn't going to move on from my depression with hate. He smiled slightly. "Good." He said. I smiled slightly and was about to leave until he caught my arm. "Wait. There's something else." He said biting his lip. "What do you need Harry?" I asked a bit strange. "I-lov." I understood where this was going. "I love you." He confessed into my eyes. I look down. "I can't." I cracked. "Why not? We've been on this roller coaster forever. When are we going to stop." He said fustrated. I looked at him. "Promise me." I asked him. "Anything?" He said getting calm. "You won't do anything stupid." I said. "Promise." He said getting close. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He cupped my face. Everyone was looking through the side windows to watch us. We released. He smiled, so did I. "Do you love me?" He asked me his forehead still on mine. "I always have."I smiled as he did. He picked me up, and I laughed. He carried me inside. "FINALLY!!" Selena smiled and she hugged us both as he let me go. Everyone was relieved that we finally are together since all the drama. Calum stared angrily and left to his cubby. "I'm going to still your Girl friend for a moment." Selena laughed as she took me to the other room. "Don't hurt her." Harry laughed. "AAHH!" We squealed quietly. "Finally. It took you guys a while." Selena said excitedly. "Yeah! I know." I squealed as well. "We should go out today. We should go to the boardwalk today. As a double date!" Selena said excitedly at her idea. I nodded really fast. "That sounds perfect!" I squealed.