Falling

Chapter 83

Selena ~

after we all ate we sat in the living room watching movies. We watched scary movies then funny ones because some of the guys didnt want to be scared anymore. We also played some just dance and FIFA, even though Carmen and i won at every game we played against them. "I want a rematch!!!" Louis yelled at me when i beat him at FIFA. "Louis we have had three rematches i think its time to let it go" i said putting my hand on his shoulder, laughing. I turned around to Niall it was now or never i have to tell him even if it means ruining his mood. "Hey Niall can we go for a walk?" I asked and he smiled nodding. "Yeah sure just let me get a jacket."he said running upstairs. I looked at Carmen and silently told her i was going to tell Niall, i mean i know she cant read my mind but i knew she got what i was saying. She nodded and looked down. I sighed. "Do you want me to get you one babe?" Niall said still at the top of the stairs. "No thanks im good Ni" i said heading twords the door, with Niall right behind me. "We'll be back guys bye" i said and so did Niall. We walked outside it was getting dark. As we walked he grabbed my hand. "Okay so where are we going now?" He asked me. "Umm i was thinking about going to the park" i said. "Okay what ever you want" he said putting his arm around me and kissed my cheek. He's so cute.

We reached the park and sat on a bench, and i cuddled against his arm. "Hey Ni?" "yeah babe?" He asked. I sat up and looked at him straight into his eyes. Oh those eyes i almost got lost in them and forgot what i was about to say but i snapped out of it. "Niall promise you wont get mad at me?" "Yeah i lromise now what is it?"he asked kind of confused. "You see during the VMA's a couple months ago-" i told him the whole story from the VMA'S to the other day when Simon called. He looked mad more like angry. "What?! Why didnt you tell me before?! Do the guys know?" He asked yelling at me and i nodded. He started pacing. "You should of told me before them!! Im YOUR boyfriend i shoild know before they do! I have asked you many times what was wrong and you always said nothing! You are such a lier what else have you lied about?!" "No-nothing else" "i cant deal with this right now why didnt you tell me?!" "I-" he cut me off. "You know what forget it! Forget tjis relationship! We're over" "but-" "but nothing okay? I cant deal with you right now...just go away" he said sitting down covering his ears and looking at the floor. "Niall i-" "just leave! I dont want to see you!" He yelled, with tears in his eyes and i left. I ran all the way home crying my eyes out i ran straight into my room. It was dark out now and i ran straight into my room grabbed my suitcase and started throughing my clothes in there. I went into Nialls room with tears still in my eyes as i passed all the guys, but Carmen and Harry werent here. They were about to knock on my door. "Sel-" i heard Liam say as i closed Nialls door in there faces. I got all my stuff and opened the door again, pushing past them and going into my rokm again. I heard my door open. "What happend?" I didnt stop i kept packing everything i had. Then Liam grabed my hands. "What happend?" He asked again looking into my eyes. "We broke up" i said harshly taking my hands back from his grip. He gasped, he probably didnt expect that. "Sele im sorr-" he started but i cut him off. "For what? You didnt have anything to do with it so why are you sorry" i said. My vision was blurry. "Im sorry can yiu guys just leave me alone?" I asked. They nodded and left. And thatz when i completely broke down. My knees got weak and i fell to the floor, i couldnt stop crying. I got myself up and went into the bathroom.i looked at myself in the mirror. "Not again Selena you promised you wouldnt let another guy break your heart" i told myself. I washed my face and cleaned my face. I got in the shower crying even more. I got out and saw Carmen on my bed crying. "What happend? Did you tell him?" I asked and she nodded. "H-he-he broke up with me" she said in between sobs. I hugged her. "I dont want to be here any longer" she said. "Neither do i" i said. "Do you want me to call Simon and ask if we can leave early i dont really feel like facing Niall later, he was so angry at me" and she nodded "so was Harry and that would be nice if you calldd him" she said. "Okay just let me change first" i said and got my clothes then went into the bathroom and put them on. When i walked back out she was asleep on my bed. I smiled she was so peaceful. I got my phone and dialed Simons number. "Hello?" He asked. "Hey Simon its Selena" i said. "Ahh how are you have you girls made your decision yet?" He asked. "Yeah" i said. "Well?" He asked. "We would love to go on our own tour" i said trying to sound convincing. "Alright well i will set a flight for you two on Saturday" he said. "Umm actually i wanted to know if we could leave tomorrow?" I asked. "Umm yeah sure that can be arranged and i tjiught you girls would love the extra day with the boys and the lads" he said. "Well we kind of got in a fight and we just-" "you know running away from your problems wont solve anything but i will set one a flight for you two tomorrow at 10:00 so be at the airport by atleast 9:00 so they can check your bags and everything" he said. "Okay thank you Simon" "no problem and i will send someone for you two in tye moring so be ready by 8:00" he said. "Okay thanks again" i said. "No need to thank me and goodbye Selena" "bye Simon" i said and hung up. I went into Harrys room and grabbed Carmens stuff then went over to her room and packed all of her stuff. </p>
<p data-p-id="244b0f9d3873328477fe2bca7e15003e">When i finished it was already 1:30 in the morning. Niall never came home and Harry wasnt in his room. I was getying worried, but i knew they were angry so i couldnt blame them. I decided to go to sleep. I laid down next to Carmen and intsantly fell asleep. Man crying makes you tired. </p>