Falling

chapter 79

Selena ~ Carmen and i were sitting on the sand and watching the boys play in the water. I sighed and decided to bring the conversation that Carmen and i dreaded to talk about. "So Carmen what are your thoughts on the tour?" I asked. She sighed looking down. "I-i" she sighed again. "I just dont want to leave them" she said. "And you think i do?"i asked. "I really don't not after Niall and i just got together, we literally just started dating yesterday, a-an-and" i sighed. "And I'm completely in love with him" i said and looked at her she was happy that i told her i loved Niall but then it went away. "Look Carmen, i don't want to leave them but...what about us?" "What about us?" She asked. "What about our career? Yes, feels like if we stay we are holding them back, but in reality we are just-" i paused and looked at her. "We're just holding our selves back i mean we could travel the world and make our own memories, yes we can make some beautiful and precious memories with the guys, but they already have been and made memories around the world, and i think its our turn to travel it, you know make our own memories" "yeah but how are we going to tell them? How am i going to tell Harry i am leaving?-" she paused. "how are you going to tell Niall?" She said. I sighed. "I don't know but i don't want to tell him just yet i want to make these last couple of days last, but we have to tell the boys it would be easier then telling Niall and Harry" she nodded. "Lets just drop it for now okay? You can chose wether or not to go. Im supporting your answer either way because if we stay then we'll just keep wondering what if for the rest of our live and if we go then we can find a way to stay with Niall and Harry, without breaking up" i said as i saw all the guys walking towards us laughing and talking along the way. "Hey babe" Niall said sitting next to me. "Hey" i said, he leaned in for a kiss. "No way I'm kissing you you're all wet" i said and he smiled then he hugged me. "Ahh Niall you're so cold" i said and he laughed kissing my cheek. "Ugh you already got me wet you idiot, so might as well kiss me" i said kissing him on the lips. He pulled me onto his lap. He kissed my neck. "Ni stop not in front of the lads" i joked and he laughed. "So what were you lovely ladies talking about?" Liam said. Carmen and i looked at each other. "Nothing" i said and he got a confused look on his face. "Nothing? You girls were talking for more than half an hour" Louis said. "Well actually i was asking Carmen where she went when she was walking" i said winking at her and her eyes went wide thinking about what happened last night with Harry and she opened her mouth to say something then quickly closed it. I smirked and looked at Harry. He was blushing a little. "Oh wel-" Liam was about to say but Carmen cut him off "I'm hungry, anyone else hungry? " she asked probably knowing what Liam was going to say. "Right here" i said raising my arm. "Same" Niall said. "Well ill go buy you guys some food" Harry said getting up. "Ill go with you" Niall said. "I gotta get my girl some food" he said "what do you girls want?" Harry asked. "I want a burger or something" Carmen said. "And what ever Niall's getting" "so your just going to eat out of Niall's?" Harry asked and i laughed. "No are you crazy? I want my own order" i said and he nodded and they left. "So girls we wanted to know if you two would like to go clubbing on Saturday?" Carmen and i froze. I think the guys noticed. "Whats wrong?" Zayn asked. "Are you guys okay?" Calum asked. I looked at Carmen. "Its now or never" i said and she nodded knowing what i meant. "Whats now or never?" Luke asked looking at me. "We have something to tell you guys"i said and they all looked confused. "Well what is it?" Louis asked and i sighed. "Well we cant go clubbing on Saturday" i said. "Okay then how about Friday?" Ashton said. "Yeah thats the thing we cant go Friday either" Carmen said. They were all confused by this point. "Well you see Simon called the other day" Carmen started it off. "And he wanted to ask us about the" i paused for a minute looking at them. "About the tour he offered us" Carmen finished my sentence. "What tour?" Michael asked. "Simon sort of offered us to go on tour after the award show a couple months ago" i said. "Well thats great! You guys are getting to tour with us! Around the world that is amazing!" Louis said hugging us. "Well actually he offered us our own tour, like just me and Carmen" i said and they soon realized what that meant. "So you girls are leaving us?" Luke and Calum said at the same time. "We don't know yet" Carmen said. "What do you mean?" Liam asked. "Well we have until Friday to tell him if we are going or not" Carmen said. "Well you girls are going right?" Liam asked. And we shrugged. "You girls have to go this is a huge chance for you two" Louis said. "We know we should but" "but what?" Ashton said. "But we cant just leave you guys" Carmen said. "We cant just leave Niall and Harry" i said. "But this would be huge for you two i mean touring the world and we don't have a world tour for more than half a year i mean our Take Me Home tour just ended and we still have a lot until our next tour" Zayn said. "You two could be making memories out there" Liam said. "I think you girls should go, not that i want you guys to leave its just imagine what could happen i mean, what if the other lads and i didn't choose to sign to Syco we would still be at home" Liam said. "So please it will be amazing and you two need to make your own memories" Zayn said. "Do Niall and Harry know about this?" Luke asked. "No not yet" Carmen said looking down at her hands. "What? But you have to tell them" Calum said. "We know but its going to be hard i mean Niall and i just started dating yesterday and now i am leaving him it would just break his heart and i don't want that and Carmen and Harry well, Harry would kill you guys if he found out you guys knew before him" i said. "True but when are you telling them?" "We don't know" Carmen said. "But please don't them! Im begging you please this is something we need to do ourselves" i said and they nodded. "Fine but you guys better tell them before its to late" "we know"Carmen said. "Hey girls we got you your food" Harry said handing Carmen her her food. "Yay! McDonalds!" she yelled trying to be happy again. "Here you go babe" Niall said kissing my cheek and sitting down "thanks Ni" i said reaching in and taking a bite out of my ranch BLT and some fries. "Oh Niall you know me so well" i said looking at my large pack of fries.

Carmen and i were in the water playing around with the boys when we decided to leave and go shop around the town. "Okay guys let's split up and then at 6:00 meet back here at the Subway" Liam said. "Well who's going with who?" Zany asked. "Okay Zany your with me and Michael, Luke and Claim, Louis and Ashton, and Selena and Niall, and then Carmen and Harry, is everyone good with that?" He asked and we nodded alright see you guys in a couple hours" he said walking away with Zany and Michael. Niall grabbed my hand and and I smiled. "Where do you want to go first?" He asked me and I looked around. "I don't know where do you usually shop?" I asked. "Come on" he said taking me to Aero postal. "Are you sure you don't want to get your things first?" He asked. "I'm sure" I said. "But I will help you look because I'm most likely going to take some of your clothes" I said looking threw the rack he next to the one he was looking at. "Oh this ones cute" I said showing him a plaid red and black shirt. "Oh and so is this one. You would look great in tank tops" I said winking at him. And showing him a tank top with the American Flag on it. "You have good taste" he said hugging me from behind as I kept looking well i at or may not buy guy shirts for my clothes sometimes" I said turning around to look at him. "Hey Ni?" I asked. "Hmm?" He said looking in my eyes. "How are the fans going to react to us?" I asked. And he smiled. "They already love you, I'm pretty sure they are going to love you even more" he said and I smiled pecking his lips. "Alright just making sure" I said. "So is that all your going to get?" I asked him. "Yeah now let's get you some stuff" he said. "Umm if you want you can get some.of your stuff while I get something for myself" I said. "No its okay I want to be with you" he said and I sighed "alright" I said dragging him to Victoria's Secret. I looked at him and he blushed a little. "Are you sure you want to be here?" I asked him and he smiled "yeah I can wait for you" he said and I smiled. "Okay, sit down im going to go try some things on" I said going to the bra section. I looked for my size. Found some underwear and I tried some bra's on and bought some matching lingery and we left. "Sorry if that was awkward for you" I said. "Its okay, but at least I know your bra size now" he winked and I blushed a little. "Well alright need anymore Kelvin Clein boxers?" I asked. "Nope" he smiled and we headed to to some other shops messing around and taking a few pictures with some fans. They so sweat. "So are you and Niall dating?" A girl asked me she was about 15. I smiled at her. "Yeah we are" I said. "Oh my gosh!! Siall is real! SIALL IS REAL" She yelled and a bunch of girls gathered around me asking me question about Niall and I. I smiled they,actually like the idea of Niall and I dating. "You guys are so cute!" "Is he a good kisser?" "Are you guys going to get married?" Some fans asked me. "Umm thank you, yes he is a great! Kisser and we just started dating yesterday we cant get married already" I said answering the questions that were being thrown at me the best I could. "Listen if you girls have anymore question just DM her threw Twitter or any of her accounts thank you girls so much but we have to go" Niall said putting his arm around me. "And I will follow some if you back when I get the chance" I said hugging some fans goodbye. "I will also make Niall follow you guys bye" Niall and I said our goodbyes and left to the subway. He kissed my forehead and we left to meet the boys.</p>