APESHIT| Erik Killmonger Story

17.

✨Y/N✨

I'm running around here just realizing I missed my period. I jumped out of bed going out the guest room repeatedly saying "No" knocking on Tori's door not getting an answer I walked in seeing her and steelo.

"I know y'all fucking but Tori can you come out here real quick" I asked whining. "Girl now you'll be mad if I interrupt you getting dick now y-" I cut her off with a simple phrase.

"It did not come" I simply said through my teeth still a bit antsy. "Y/N stop doing riddles- ohhhhh bitch I'll be out in a minute" she said as I plastered a fake worried smile on my face before closing her door.

I turned around leaning my head on the door closing my eyes and placing my hand on my face. I heard a door shut as I seen Erik.

"Good morning" he said but I was too worried about me being pregnant. "I said good morning" he said a bit stern.
"Good morning, damn you see I'm thinking about something" I said about to walk out but he grabbed my arm softly.

"What?" I asked as he looked down at me "what's wrong?" He asked in a nice calm tone. At first I was going to tell him but I didn't feel like I needed to tell him.

"Don't worry about it" I said trying to walk away but he grabbed me. "No tell me" he said hearing tori come out the room "You ready?" Tori asked as Erik turned.

"Nah I got it from here" he said as I shook my head "you sure tori asked as Erik nodded his head and I shook mine. "Okay" she stated smiling and shrugging right before she went back into the room.

"Erik why? I just told you I'm fine" I said as he looked at me "no you're not talk to me." He said as I shook my head "no I'm fine" I simply said turning to turn but he grabbed me once again.

"What?" I asked one more time "whats wrong with you?" He asked "Erik nothing is wrong" I said once again. "Stop telling me that when I know obviously somethings wrong" he said as I turned around trying to walk away but he grabbed me once again as I turned "grab me again Erik , keep playing with me. I just said nothing is wrong so leave me alone" I said fake smiling at the last part.

"You are so damn mean because a nigga and your father hurt you" he said as I turned around. "I'm not mean it's called having a guard up there's a difference and you can't talk because you tried killing your cousin just to be king of a country" I explained.

"There's a difference from having a guard up and your ass just being mean, you're doing both and I can't seem to talk to you, you won't even open up to me as much as I open up to you" he said.

"Erik I do, do that but why did you care or not if I open up to you? Just leave it alone I say and do what I do for a reason you act like we grew up with each other or some shit" I said before trying to walk away but he said something.

"We did grow up together why you think I know as much as I do" he said as I turned
"Erik what are you talking about?" I asked looking at him.

"When we were younger we lived in the same apartment building up until we were teenagers and I went off into the military" he explained.

"How come I've never seen you at school?" I asked "never went to the same schools as you, I went to alternative schools, I watched you walk out your apartment one day limping" he explained as a tear fell from my eye but I hurried and wiped it.

"Oh goody your annoying and a stalker" I said as he gave me a look "yo, whatever" he said about to walk away.

"Which apartment did you live in?" I asked as he turned "the one next door to you" he simply said "so you heard almost everything" I said as tears fell from my eyes.

He came and hugged me as I cried "if you heard everything why didn't you help me?" I asked sobbing into his chest as he rubbed my back. "Because by the time I was abled to help you already killed him and I didn't want you going to jail so I let you handle it" he said rubbing my back.

"Come on" he softly said walking us into the room I'm in. We sat on the bed as I cried he then got me some tissue kneeling down in front of me as my face was in my hands.

"He beat me and my mother so bad I had no choice" I said crying as he took his hands away from my face. "Y/N you did the right thing , if you never did that it could've been you in the grave with her too"

"Yeah but I ain't do my best to protect her all she had was me and she died" I said crying as Erik wiped my tears.

"That isn't your fault don't blame that situation on yourself, he was a weak ass man to even put his hands on you or your mother, I don't understand how men can put their hands on beautiful Queens and feel like it's okay" he said shaking his head as I looked at him.

"Your father ain't shit and your ex ain't shit, you got to let those situations go after a while" Erik said grabbing my hands which I tried to pull them away softly but he still held onto mine.

"Erik It's hard letting go of that, I lost my mother and a baby due to these two men I can never ever get those two back" I said.

"I can never get my father back but I know that he still looking after me somewhere" he said as I faintly smiled but then looked down.

"You are so beautiful I don't see how a nigga can ever do that to you" he said as I faintly smiled and looked up. "I still don't want to be with a man, I don't want to get married and I don't want to have kids" I said as he chuckled and stood up.

"You keep saying that but it takes the right man to change all of that" he said  as I stood up. "Alright get out now, I said what I had to say" I stated as he chuckled.

"Get dressed you're needed downstairs my family I guess wants to meet you" Erik said as I looked at him confused "what did you tell them?" I asked confused "that you are my girlfriend" Erik stated trying to walk out.

"I thought it was just some papers we needed to sign not introduce me to your family" I said "no they want to meet the future queen." He explained making me groan "so clean up nice , you know you like to wear some sexy shit so not tonight" he said as I looked at him weird "excuse me? You don't think I can be classy and still sexy?" I asked.

"All I'm saying is don't have your boobs out it is really only meant for me to see" he said with a smirk turning around.

"He really just tried me" I said to myself going straight to my closet.