APESHIT| Erik Killmonger Story

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I took Erik in his room and closed the door behind us as he just broke down. It was my first time seeing him like this. "That shit should've been for me not him" Erik said as I sat him on the bed and stood in front of him.

"Don't say that it should've never been for anybody, tell me what happen Erik" I stated. "Demetrius and I had a disagreement about something with his boys and calling you out your name and he said something disrespectful and I blanked out, I hit him and we started fighting all of a sudden gun shots went of-" he tried to finish but broke down even more.

Tears fell from my eyes as I held him, "it's all my fault" he said below a whisper as I moved his face so he could look at me. "No it wasn't and may Demetrius and his minions rot in hell but that is not your fault Erik it's whoever that pulled that triggers fault" I explained as I wiped his tears away.

"This wasn't your fault Erik" I said holding him. It was quiet for a good five minutes. "What are we going to do about sterling?" I asked "he's our god son we are the next person in line to take him" erik said as I broke down crying.

"I can't take care of a baby I can't even take care of myself" I said as Erik looked at me. "Neither can I but we have to do it and learn" he stated as tears fell from my eyes as I looked at my hands.

"Erik why do you have a gun?" I asked "for shit like this Y/N I'm from the streets I have no choice" he explained. "You don't need it, you need to stay out of trouble now for real because now you are trying to be king" I started off.

"We now have a baby and I literally have no one left but you" I said as he looked at me "I thought for a moment you gotten shot and If it was you I wouldn't know what to do" I said before getting up about to walk out the room but he stopped me and kissed my lips.

He pulled away as I looked at him he was about to say something but I shook my head and kissed his lips again. My arms found their way around his neck as he deepened the kiss picking my body up.

He laid down on the bed as I was on top kissing his lips slowly. I pulled away and looked at him taking his shirt off.
He leaned up kissing my lips untying my robe strings.

I unbuttoned his pants sliding it down then took off his underwear climbing back on top of him kissing his Lips.

I slowly slid down onto him as we both let out a moan. He placed his arms on my waist as I slowly grind on him hearing him curse and groan.

I begun kissing his neck as I continued to grind on him. He slid my robe off and held onto my back tightly.

"F-fuck" I moaned out in his ear as he groaned I started getting a feeling in my stomach but I kept going. I soon came as he flipped us over and started thrusting into me as my waist was pinned onto the bed I moaned and bit on the sheets as he did slow strokes.

"E-Erik" I moaned out as he kissed my shoulders and behind my neck. "Hmm?" He asked as my mouth hung open but nothing came out.

He repeatedly hit my spot while kissing my neck. I tuck my lips in squeezing my eyes closed as I enjoyed the pleasure he was giving.

"I'm abou- oh Daddy" I moaned out loud into the pillow that was in front of me. "You're about to do what princess?" He asked as I bit my lip squealing.

"I'm about to cum" i moaned out as he sucked on my neck and I leaned my head back in pleasure feeling him do slow powerful strokes and suck on my neck.

He flipped me on my back as he looked at me in awe before he kissed my lips and attacked my neck. I wrapped my arms around his neck feeling him thrust forward.

"Mmmmm" I dragged out then gasped "oh my god.... right there!" I squealed gripping his back and curling my toes.

He kissed my chest making my back arch off the bed into his chest. "You ready to cum princess?" He asked in my ear as I bit my lip releasing all over him.

Erik leaned down and kissed my lips as I kissed back and pulled away looking in his eyes "I love you" he stated as I looked at him then I kissed him again feeling him cup my face into his hands.
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I was laying on Erik's chest after we made love. It was so gentle and I seen a side of Erik I've never seen.

his body heaved up and down. He grabbed my hand and kissed it as I was thinking about everything that occurred and tears formed in my eyes.

I sat up off of his chest with the blanket around my naked body. "What's wrong?" He asked "I can't believe she's gone I can't even tell her when I get some bomb dick or head" I said as Erik didn't know whether to laugh or hold me. He sat up and leaned his back on the headboard next to me.

"I can't look after lil sterling" I said with tears in my eyes then looked over at Erik. "You were made his god mother for a reason just like I was his god father for a reason there's always reasons behind things" Erik said as I placed my head in my hands.

"We have to work at it" he stated "yeah how you going to balance this and be a king, there's so much shit into this and I'm scared-" I rambled until Erik kissed my lips and I kissed back.

He pulled away as I looked at him "I will make a way" he said as I placed my head in my hands. "What if I moved back to New York with him?" I asked "no you need to stay here and stop running away from everything" he stated as I looked at him.

"What am I running from?" I asked "Me" he stated as I just looked at him.